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Absentee and In-Person Voting: A Detailed Guide to Voting in Erie

2020.09.29 13:49 flyinmacaronimonster Absentee and In-Person Voting: A Detailed Guide to Voting in Erie

ALL BALLOTS NEED TO BE RETURNED BY 8:00PM ON ELECTION DAY, though it is still recommended that you drop off your ballot as early as possible.
24-hour exterior drop-box Located at the Erie County Courthouse, 140 W 6th St, Erie, PA 16501
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Hey Pennsylvanians, election season is ongoing as mail ballots are starting to go out to all registered voters who have requested one.
**NOTE: IF YOU ARE VOTING IN-PERSON ON ELECTION DAY, YOU NEED TO READ NO FURTHER. All you would need to do is make sure that you are registered to vote (deadline is Monday, October 19), and then show up to the polls. If it is your first time voting in Pennsylvania, you will need to show ID, otherwise, no ID is needed to be presented.
Register to vote online here:
If you don't have your ballot and all ballot materials when you vote in-person, you would need to vote with a provisional ballot, WHICH IS SOMETHING YOU WOULD WANT TO AVOID IF POSSIBLE, AS THEY ARE COUNTED MUCH LATER THAN REGULAR BALLOTS.
"An individual might also be required to vote using a provisional ballot if the voter applied for, but did not return, a Mail-In or Absentee Ballot."
If you have not requested a ballot yet, you may do so online, using this link:
If you are requesting a ballot by mail, you would be requesting a "mail-in" ballot unless you have an excuse, in which you would request an "absentee ballot." However, it should be important to note that they are effectively interchangeable, and there is no difference in how you would vote with it or return it.
When requesting an absentee ballot, you will need to provide some form of identification, like your driver's license ID number, your PennDOT photo ID number, or the last 4 digits of your social security number.
If you do not have any of those, you will need to download an absentee request form, provide a photocopy an ID that shows a name, a photo, and an expiration date that is current with that request form, and then return it to the County Clerk's office (you can use the drop-box). See below for more details
Once you get your ballot, IT IS EXTREMELY IMPORTANT THAT YOU READ THE INSTRUCTIONS CAREFULLY. Once you have read the instructions and filled out your ballot, MAKE SURE TO SIGN IT IN THE CORRECT PLACE. This is a common error that leads to rejections.
This may be a challenge for some people because, according to state law, YOU, AND ONLY YOU CAN DROP OFF YOUR OWN BALLOT. You cannot have ANYBODY ELSE drop it off for you.
"Voters must drop off their ballots themselves. Pennsylvania law prohibits county officials from accepting ballots from anyone else. For example, voters cannot have a spouse, child or neighbor drop off their ballot on their behalf."
Having said that, there is a 24/7 drop-box outside of the Erie County Courthouse that will hopefully make this easier and more convenient for you. SEE TOP OF THE PAGE.
ALL BALLOTS NEED TO BE RETURNED BY 8:00PM ON ELECTION DAY, though it is still recommended that you drop off your ballot as early as possible.
SIDE NOTE: Please respect the rules when using the drop-box, and only drop off your own ballot yourself.
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2020.09.08 05:51 Oo_Snow_oO My story of online sexual exploitation

Trapped by My Own Mind
By: Ashwin Brantham
*Names have been changed
I was a beautiful thirteen-year-old with brown hair and blue eyes. My life was not perfect, I was raised by the “perfect” Christian parents. There was no dancing, no card playing, no music besides hymns. In fact, I still laugh when I recall how my siblings begged me to break my only WOW CD because we could not listen to songs that had a beat. But most of all, I was repeatedly told that sex before marriage was completely out of the question. Interestingly enough then, this is a story about how my innocence was stolen from me as a 13-year-old who just did not know any better.
One early morning, around the beginning of the new school year, my family moved into a small town in Nevada where I was a complete stranger and not well accepted in the new town. I tried to get my classmates to like me but to no avail. I got basketballs thrown at my face and my stuff broken. If there was a way to hurt me emotionally or physically, my classmates would not hesitate.
I turned to online chat rooms back when MSN and Yahoo chat rooms were famous. I would talk a little here and there about my story in the main chat and people could freely privately message me. I only went to Christian chat rooms because there could never be evil in the Christian world, at least that is what I thought. My dad was a pastor at a church, and I had grown up believing in the purity of the believers. I was naive and innocent.
Over time, the repeated bullying got me depressed and I would cut myself to take away the pain. I did not hide it either in the chat rooms and one fateful day this forty-five-year-old messaged me. He was married and his name was Rick. He had short silver hair and a gray silver circle beard. Overtime, I began to trust him and sometimes even talked to him on the phone even though I was going through an internet safety course in school at the time. I knew never to give my phone number away. I broke that rule because what harm could a Christian guy do in this small town that I lived in? Although, all the phone numbers started the same way 308.456.---- and only the last four digits were different. I also was learning about a virus that someone can put on the computer and track where you live.
One day, while on chat, Rick asked me if I wanted to see him.
I said, “Sure.” Innocently.
Rick turned on his webcam and showed me his penis at first, but quickly turned it towards his face. He said, “Sorry, I didn’t mean to do that, but what do you think of it?”
I did not know what to say or to think. Honestly, I do not remember what I said. I do know how I felt. I felt scared. This was supposed to be a Christian guy. Was he going to find me? The discussions about the computer virus came back to haunt me. Rick asked me if I would meet up with him. I was frozen with fear and I knew I did not want to meet him because I was afraid of getting raped.
The next time Rick and I talked online Rick just showed me his penis and masturbated. I was trembling inside but did not confront him. I just could not muster the courage. Rick would go into excruciating detail about masturbation, phone sex, and internet sex. He also taught me how to be his “cam girl”. I did everything he wanted. What would happen if I did not obey him? What if he decided to track my number and showed up at my house? What if he had already planted the virus into my computer? Slowly, but surely, I was trapped in my own mind, unable to confront Rick, yet always making myself available for him out of fear.
I got so used to the fact that I was just someone’s sex toy that it became easy for me to show off my body and have webcam sex with random men. I did not care anymore. I knew it was wrong, but a piece of me enjoyed the attention. Shame and guilt replaced fear. I would cut myself after every little webcam session. I thought I deserved to be hurt for engaging in such sinful acts.
I started to think this was how my life was going to be. I would become a prostitute or a sex-worker. I started to show more and more men my body even though I was a minor and they were all men. If they wanted a naked picture of me, I would give it to them. But soon it was all becoming too much for me. I wanted out of this life. I had just turned sixteen, and the only way I could conceive of getting out of this was by gaining weight. I did not think about going to an adult or the police for help. What I was doing was wrong. But I knew that a lot of the men I was talking to thought we were “dating” and wanted to meet up. So, I had to make them stop themselves.
I cannot tell you how many guys I have had internet sex with. I cannot tell you if any of them still have my pictures. I cannot tell you if my picture is buried on the dark web somewhere. I can tell you how much it has affected me as an adult. I still suffer from the trauma and the anxiety that came with these experiences.
I am who I am, and I cannot change the past, but I can change my future.
Edit: to say names have been changed
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2020.09.07 11:00 18ThrowAway19 My shame

I found a little token today while cleaning, it reminded me of my greatest shame.
I met N online she was 15 and i was 16, we did this long-distance dating thing. It was an on again off again thing for a while. We would webcam with each other every single day and talk on msn.
The first time i met N in person she and her mom were going to visit a certain mouse themed amusement park and on the way they would pass through my area. N and I had our first date. It was a nice night we hung out like teenagers who dont know what to do with the opposite sex yet.
She got a part time job and we continued our on/off thing. Until N met C at work. C was in his late 20's, they slept together and it devastated me. C kept telling N they would get married, and N would tell me she was very much in love with both of us. It was at this time that our webcam sessions took a more sexual turn. Most the time it was just her in her bra and me following her instructions.
And on it went for a few months, Spring break that year she and her mom invited me to come stay with them for the week. So I went, I was horny, but i thought i was in love.
So I get there and we spend the first night cuddled up on the couch. There was some kissing but she was also showing me the promise ring that C had got her. It was weird in retrospect.
The next night we go up to her room to watch a movie. We fall asleep in the bed and her mom was cool about it and gave her nod of approval when N suggested we just share a bed for the duration of my visit.
The third night, she pulls out the alcohol that C had bought her. Everclear, we mix it with soda and i have my first taste of alcohol. We didn't get drunk but we definitely were feeling it the next day.
The fourth night of my stay, we are drinking again and we end up having sex, It was dumb and short and unprotected. This is the first time i had sex and i honestly dont remember much about that night.
My last day there we have some alone time in the day and we end up having sex a few more times. Again i was a fucking idiot at 17 and none of them were using condoms. Many tears were shed as we said goodbye that evening and I get on the bus to go home. Im emotionally drained and i am crying for most my cross country bus ride home.
I get home we pick up our on/off thing, she is keeping her thing going with C and about a month later she tells me the scariest thing i had ever heard in my life up to that point. She is late and doesn't know whose it could be. She is worried and i promise that his or mine that i would support her. (You know because that's what i was raised to do even though at 17 i had no fucking clue what that promise actually would entail).
The month goes by and I get a job, thinking that i can get us a house and we can get married and live happily ever after. (I was a fucking idiot back then). I start saving money up. (because a 40 dollar paycheck is totally going to make a difference).
Another month goes by and she is pregnant. I remember the night she took the test, i was with her via webcam trying to sooth her nerves while i was freaking out inside waiting for the test to process. She finally tells C. C offers to pay for an abortion but her state requires parental consent. So she tells her mom she is pregnant.
We are still webcamming every night that I'm not working and our on/off thing is more off than on.
That is when i get the text that changed everything, years later i still remember the exact message. "You raped my daughter, you are lucky you aren't in jail", then i was blocked on both messenger and her mom changed their phone numbers. I dont know if she had the kid, or if she got an abortion I never heard from her again. I managed to track N down a few years later. She had just gotten married so i never contacted her not wanting to rock the boat in what appeared to be a happy life. Not to mention cowardice on my part afraid of the answers to the questions i had.
Were we just really stupid kids? Did i rape you? What happened with the pregnancy?
The worst part I will never get those answers. I looked her up tonight. N died in a car accident six years ago and her mother passed away four years ago. There is no one to ask now. The pregnancy and the accusation changed me. I am a firm believer in affirmative consent. I wont even make a move on my girlfriend if we have been drinking.
That is my biggest secret and i am ashamed of my cowardice. I have to live with the fact that i will never know.
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2020.09.04 11:46 Str8Outta2750 Re-post and Update - The Disappearance of Rista Chanthavixay (Sydney, New South Wales, Australia – 24 March 2009)

Last year, I posted on this subreddit the case of Rista Chanthavixay - a girl who disappeared after being last seen in Liverpool, a South-Western suburb of Sydney, Australia, on 24 March 2009 (link to previous post - here). My previous post was on the 10th anniversary of her last confirmed sighting.
I have decided to submit this new post, to again highlight and bring attention to Rista's case - but also to recap, update and also expand upon details regarding it too. Sadly, Rista's case still remains unsolved; however the major development in the past 12 months has been, that her case has been reopened by the New South Wales Police - with a Strike Force being formed by the Unsolved Homicide Squad (also known as the Unsolved Homicide Unit - the NSW Police seem inconsistent in their naming/reference to this division) to reinvestigate her case. On this point, I would also refer fellow Redditors to the post made by u/peachywine in September last year for further reading (link - here).
I have been intrigued by Rista's case, since I first heard about it a few years ago - for a couple of reasons. Firstly, it was a case that, in my view, seemed to receive little attention - aside from an advertising campaign in Sydney, of which Rista was the focus of, during Missing Persons Week in August 2010 (Source: Campaign Brief). Secondly, it is a case littered with contradicting and even erroneous details in its reporting - notably the spelling of her surname (I will get to that later on).
However, I am going to recap Rista's case in two main parts - firstly, the outline of her case, based on the facts to date; and secondly, I'm going to discuss other talking points on Rista's case - based around statements from anecdotal sources, which I believe are worthy of at least a discussion. I will close out this post with my personal opinion and theories on her case.
Background and Case Outline
Rista Chanthavixay (her surname pronounced as “Chahn-ta-wi-sai” - which is of Lao origin) was 15 years old (born on 5 July 1993, according to this published source - link), at the time she disappeared. She had grown up in the South-Western Sydney suburb of Heckenberg - and has been described in reports as being of both Lao and Cambodian background (although questions do surround the accuracy in reporting on her background, which I’ll also get to further on).
In the lead up to her disappearance, Rista had moved out of her family home; and moved in with her boyfriend (whom she attended school with) - at his family's home in the neighbouring suburb of Mount Pritchard, around November 2008. According to reports, Rista allegedly had a falling out with her father. She had only limited contact with her mother, after leaving home. She was a student at Ashcroft High School; and had recently started a part-time job at McDonald’s in Bonnyrigg Heights – working one shift a week.
On the day of her disappearance, Rista had an apparent argument with her boyfriend - according to some reports, possibly over their relationship status. Although there's conflicting details of where this incident took place - it appears it occurred in Liverpool, around the vicinity Westfield Shopping Centre - most probably at the nearby Apex Park. Most reports indicate the argument took place in the afternoon, some quoting at approximately 4.15 pm - which would have been after school for Rista and her boyfriend. Following this exchange; her boyfriend then left, leaving Rista behind and alone at the scene (allegedly, Rista requested to him that she wanted to be "left alone"), ultimately not to see her again. This incident is declared to be her last ‘confirmed’ sighting, according to NSW Police.
Rista failed to return to the home she shared with her boyfriend and his family (or for that matter, her family's home either); and failed to return to her school; or her workplace. Her known bank account (reportedly containing a nominal value of "...more than $200"); and her mobile phone account, have remained untouched since her disappearance. She has also not made any known (or verified) contact with any of her family, known friends or associates.
Her case was not made public by NSW Police until four months later, in July 2009 (Source: Sydney Morning Herald). Police did express concerns for her safety and welfare; and did not rule out foul play - however, they did suspect she had run away with some leads indicating as such.
It has been reported, there were alleged multiple sightings of Rista around the Campbelltown/Macarthur region of South-Western Sydney, following her last confirmed sighting. All of these sightings are classified as "unconfirmed" (or "not verified") by the NSW Police.
The first of these alleged sightings - she was allegedly seen by a friend at Campbelltown Railway Station, a month after her reported disappearance (Source: Liverpool City Champion). A more recent article in the Daily Mail (Link: via MSN) has implied (although not explicitly stated) that this friend may have even spoken directly to Rista during this sighting; and may also have been the origin of the reported lead of Rista allegedly being headed interstate for Melbourne. However, it has been implied (again not explicitly stated) in this article by the Daily Mail, but also by the Daily Telegraph (link to article here - note, blocked by paywall), that NSW Police have since dismissed this lead as "false" or "not credible".
The second of these sightings, was by a fellow student from Ashcroft High School (Rista's school) - which allegedly took place two months after her reported disappearance at a shopping centre within Campbelltown. This is according to an article published by The Sunday Telegraph in August 2010 for Missing Persons Week - which is available on Pressreader here (note - blocked by paywall). However, for interest of readers - here's an extract of this article, which also documents NSW Police's public stance on Rista's case at the time:
Rista was 15 when she was last seen at Apex Park in Liverpool on the morning of March 24 last year. She was reported missing to police by her worried Ashcroft High School teacher after she failed to attend classes.'' Friends and colleagues at her old job at McDonald's say they haven't seen her,'' Detective Senior Constable Mark Kneipp said. ''She didn't show up at school again or go home to her parents, and they are devastated by her disappearance.'' But he said police had reason to believe Rista, now 17, is still alive. ''She was sighted by a school peer two months after her disappearance, at nearby Campbelltown shopping centre and, for whatever reason, she ducked and ran off,'' he said. ''We believe she is alive and we want her to contact us to let us know she is safe and well.''
It should be noted, there is no "Campbelltown Shopping Centre" in Campbelltown - however there is Campbelltown Mall and Macarthur Square Shopping Centre within the area. The Police could be referring to the former, however it might be the latter.
Aside from these two alleged sightings, it was reported that there were other sightings of Rista, at the aforementioned Macarthur Square Shopping Centre (Source: The Middle-East Times International Australia) – although there’s no further specific details regarding these sightings.
However, the viewpoint of the investigation had changed by February 2012 - NSW Police had been unable to find any trace Rista (presumably through other identity checks – known as “Proof of Life Checks” - via various Government databases) up to that point. Her case was then referred to the NSW Coroners Court for a Coronial Inquest, scheduled for April 2012 (Source: Although it appears not to have been publicly reported until September 2019 (when her case was reopened), her Inquest did proceed, presided by then Deputy Coroner Paul McMahon. Although the full Findings from her Inquest has not been made public, Mr McMahon made the following finding:
Rista Chanthavixay died on or about March 24, 2009. As to the place of her death and the manner and cause thereof, the evidence does not enable me to make a finding,”
Mr McMahon referred Rista's case to the Unsolved Homicide Squad of the NSW Police.
Rista's case, despite some sporadic appeals in local media within South-Western Sydney; and on social media; would remain cold until September 2019 - when NSW Police announced the Unsolved Homicide Squad were reopening Rista's case; forming a Strike Force to specifically undertake a full reinvestigation of her case (Sources: Daily Mail via MSN; Daily Telegraph - note, blocked by paywall).
The reopening of Rista's case, is part of a drive by the NSW Police to review and reopen all outstanding unsolved Missing Persons and Homicide cases. It was reported the Police would be reinterviewing people - including her boyfriend (who according to reports, was declared not to be a suspect in the original investigation; and also reported as "co-operative" in their investigations); her family; and her friends.
As of this point, there have been no further updates or reports on Rista's case. We can only presume; and hope; that the investigation is still ongoing. Although I do have the impression that the NSW Police Unsolved Homicide Squad has been quite busy - they have had a number of developments in other cases (many of them promising), which has been reported in the media within these last few months.
Talking Points – Conflicting Information and Anecdotal Accounts
Before exploring other potential points in Rista's case, I will cover the points of conflicting information reported about Rista over the years.
Firstly regarding her surname - it has been widely misspelt as "Chathavixay" in articles over the years; and this misspelling still appears in articles from time to time. The correct spelling of her surname is definitely Chanthavixay. My suspicions are, the original misspelling was a mistake on the original Press Releases by the NSW Police, when her case was made public back in July 2009.
Secondly is her location of her last confirmed sighting. Variously it has been documented as being at Mount Pritchard, at Wyoming on the New South Wales Central Coast (which is still listed on her profile, on the Australian Federal Police's National Missing Person's Co-ordination Centre website - here; this information is most likely incorrect); and Liverpool. Even on the point of Liverpool, there are conflicting reports that she was last seen either at Liverpool Westfield Shopping Centre, or at Apex Park - which should be noted, both localities are one block away from each other. I will get to the point of anecdotal information on her last confirmed sighting
Thirdly is who reported her missing and when. There are various conflicting reports - some claiming her boyfriend (and his family); her family; or her school (or one of her teachers) reported her missing - and some reports suggesting she was reported missing variously from a few days, through to a few months, after she disappeared. I will also discuss anecdotal information on this point.
Now onto the anecdotal accounts - I have seen during my research of her case, on social media platforms, comments from people on Rista's case - some of those from people identifying to have known her. I'll need to tread carefully here - I must emphasise these statements can't be considered as "fact" and are as such, unsubstantiated. But they are a perspective, which might open up theories and ideas about her case. I won't be linking any of these (to protect peoples' privacy and also as per this subreddit’s rules), but I will document below points of information I've seen.
Her last confirmed sighting:
I've seen two sources claim that her last sighting (by her boyfriend) did take place at Liverpool. One of those sources goes further by refuting that the last sighting was at Mount Pritchard; and specifically states it took place "near Westfields Liverpool". The other source makes an interesting statement, that Rista and her boyfriend had an argument over money; and that Rista told her boyfriend she wanted to be left alone, which he did.
Being reported missing:
I've seen one source claim she was reported missing to Police rather promptly, although not specifying who made that report. This source also alleges the Police took their time in actioning their investigation and search of Rista.
Another source does state that it was her boyfriend who contacted Police over her disappearance; this same source also indicates it was not the first time Rista was reported as missing to Police - which I'll cover within the next point.
Her relationship with family; and leaving home:
This source covers information specific to her family. Firstly, this source posted information which suggests Rista is actually of predominately Lao and partially Thai background; contradicting reports of her being of Lao and Cambodian background.
This source also goes into the events leading to Rista running away from home. Firstly, they claim that Rista had been frequently sneaking out of the house at night, apparently unknown to her own family for quite some time. Her parents, according to this account, were highly protective of their children (and from what I can work out: Rista being the eldest of four children in her family).
Regarding her relationship with her father - this source claims the two, for the most part, had actually been quite close. However, this source alleges Rista may have made certain statements to others about her father (without going into specifics, it was negative in nature), which may have been untrue. I’ve also seen other separate sources suggest that Rista may have told others that her parents disapproved of her boyfriend and was on bad terms with them, as a result.
Regarding her leaving home - the source claims that Rista ran away from home, completely unannounced and to the surprise of her family, on the night of her high school formal. Simply, she went to the formal with her boyfriend; and never returned home. Her family then reported her as missing to Police - with the Police eventually finding Rista at her boyfriend's place. It turned out she had moved in with him and his family, however as Police deemed her to be in a "safe environment", they did not force Rista to return home. This situation caused great distress to her family – especially as they did want her to return home; and apparently pleaded with the Police to further intervene, but to no avail. This event would have taken place in November 2008.
Potential sightings and events surrounding her disappearance:
Aside from the reported unconfirmed sightings in the Campbelltown area, as previously mentioned – I have seen people on social media make other comments regarding other potential sightings.
I’ve seen one member of the public, in a response to an appeal on social media, state they may have taken a photo at Noorumba Reserve at Rosemeadow (which is in the Campbelltown/Macarthur region) around September 2009, which apparently appears to contain a girl with very similar features to Rista. However, this claim does appear to be unsubstantiated.
I have also seen other members of the public, also in response to another appeal on social media, claiming to being certain they’ve seen and recognise her – one potentially in Mount Druitt (in Sydney’s Western Suburbs) and another potentially in Hornsby (in Sydney’s Upper North Shore).
Regarding the events surrounding her disappearance, I’ve seen one particular comment posted within the last few months on social media. One person has posted a quite disturbing allegation about her disappearance, suggesting that Rista was offered; and subsequently accepted; a lift to work by an individual who she supposedly knew very well. On this point – there has been no mention in any published reports, nor any public statement from NSW Police, at all regarding such line of information.
My Opinion and Theories
In my previous post on Rista, I expressed my opinion and belief that she is alive – with my theory that she deliberately disappeared to start a new life interstate, possibly even using her true identity. Even now, I still hold that belief about her.
I do acknowledge though, that I could be wrong in my theory; and also acknowledge that many have the opinion that Rista did meet foul play and was murdered. I must admit, I can see how they have formed that perspective; especially based on what’s been reported and published about her.
I think the biggest challenge with Rista’s case is both the limited publicity and limited information in the public domain. I personally don’t believe her disappearance is as ‘cut and dry’ as it perhaps appears to be.
I am going to expand upon my opinion and theories on Rista – which is somewhat challenging for me, especially on some points which I’ll be delving into.
I believe Rista made a deliberate and conscious decision to disappear and ultimately leave behind both South-Western Sydney; and the vast majority of the people in her life up to that point. I think Rista was motivated by a myriad of reasons behind this.
I actually think Rista’s feelings and perceptions of her situation was quite complex; and perhaps too expansive to detail. However, I’ll attempt to summarise these factors, in two parts.
First part is Rista’s decision to leave home and to move in with her boyfriend. I do think Rista put some planning into this. Not wanting to cast aspersions on Rista – but I suspect she may have convinced her boyfriend and his family to let her move in, by possibly embellishing her family situation to them and leveraging their pity. I suspect the factors that led to this initial decision were:
On the last point, I do have the genuine impression, aside from their protectiveness, that both of Rista’s parents are good and caring people, who dearly love their children. Regarding their views on her boyfriend – I suspect they did have concerns about her seeing him, although I don’t believe they outright disapproved of the relationship, nor sought to sabotage it.
On the point of her father, I’m inclined to believe he and Rista had been close; and she had adored him. I personally don’t think her father is, or was, in any way abusive. However, I do suspect the two did have a verbal row – most probably a stereotypical teenage situation that got overblown. Perhaps both said some things heatedly to each other, that neither really meant. However, I think Rista took this to heart, thus creating a rift.
The second part is Rista’s disappearance altogether from Liverpool. Again, I think Rista put some planning and co-ordination into this. I suspect she arranged for somewhere to go within Campbelltown short-term, whilst still planning her longer term move interstate. I suspect the following factors played into her deciding to disappear:
Another potential factor I will address separately to the above points, is the allegation of her being offered a lift. I do acknowledge this plays into the theories of foul play – however, I’m actually not dismissive that there could be an element of truth to it.
Touching upon a rather dark subject – but the situation of sexual assault and abuse, or even the fear of it, can be a factor in young people running away. I do have concern that potentially, someone known to Rista was attempting to groom her – especially if they knew her situation at the time. My feeling is, this person is not a relative, nor her boyfriend or his relatives; but certainly an older male. If this is true, I do hope Rista (being as bright as I assume) did recognise this behaviour and managed to avoid this situation.
Onto her last confirmed sighting, I believe the anecdotal claims it was at Liverpool. I suspect it was routine for Rista and her boyfriend to visit Westfield Liverpool Shopping Centre after school. However, I also suspect Rista used this to stage her disappearance. I do think the argument did take place at Apex Park, one block away from Westfields – and was deliberately initiated by Rista, to enable her to break up with her boyfriend.
I will concede there have been aspersions about her boyfriend, with regards to her disappearance and his account of it. News articles on her case do not indicate any corroborating eyewitness accounts to support his account (although that’s not to say other people/witnesses were present); and comments by NSW Police about him (such as that “…he [had] been helpful…”) frankly doesn’t cast him in a good light. However, my belief is he was not involved in her disappearance; and was perhaps distraught over this himself.
I also think her boyfriend’s family was fairly stable; and his parents also good people, with concerns for Rista too – even if their dynamic was different to her own family. I am inclined to believe his family were the first to report Rista missing, most likely by the following evening – after not showing up at school that day; and perhaps trying to find her via her other contacts, to no avail.
Returning to her disappearance, I suspect (out of sight of her now ex-boyfriend) that she did head to Liverpool Railway Station and travelled via train to Campbelltown that afternoon; and had arranged to stay with someone she knew and trusted. I cannot picture Rista living rough, if she could avoid it.
I think it’s the case that Rista did have a small number of friends outside of her main social circle in Liverpool. I suspect Rista did frequent other parts of Sydney, pursuing her noted interest in shopping, for one – but possible also she attended youth events (e.g. all ages gigs), where she may have met other people of her age. Potentially it might be someone from that circumstance. Again, as I theorised with her moving in with her boyfriend, she may have used her home situation narrative to convince this person and their family, to take her in.
I’m inclined to believe the two unconfirmed sightings within Campbelltown – at Campbelltown Railway Station by her friend; and at a shopping centre by her classmate. On the latter, my personal leaning it was at Macarthur Square Shopping Centre. I think the other possible sightings at Macarthur Square are plausible too.
I also suspect, as per my original post last year, Rista deliberately went off the grid during this period, to avoid being found by the Police or her family. I would not rule out Rista having some awareness of Police procedure on Missing Persons. Aside from methods of tracing (via her bank account or mobile phone); and assuming this policy was in place in 2009 (Source: NSW Police), Rista being under 18 and possibly not considered ‘in danger’, Police might disclose her location to her parents, if she had been found.
I also don’t rule out Rista having a cash-in-hand income during this period, despite NSW Police stating she had no source of income. An issue that’s gained attention in Australia in recent times is wage theft – where businesses, including some major retailers, have paid employees; particularly casual staff; below award wage. Some businesses have also been accused of avoiding payroll tax and superannuation, by paying casual employees cash-in-hand; and off the books. It's plausible Rista might have worked under this situation, for an unscrupulous employer – possibly even a retailer in a major location like Macarthur Square; and it could have been undetectable.
Whilst not impossible, it would be difficult to remain off the grid forever. I can see it being plausible that she remained off the grid, until she reached the age of 18 – when she could legally gain some rights to privacy. As per my original post, I can see her also slipping through bureaucratic gaps – especially if she moved interstate, which I’m inclined to believe she did. Also, I think it’s plausible she is living under her true identity – I don’t dismiss she took; and has kept; her identity documents, particularly her Birth Certificate; and, if she already had one, her Passport, when she left home. However, I do feel she has maintained a low profile; and her privacy; by not having an overt social media presence, for example.
I’m inclined to believe the theory of her moving to Melbourne. I think it’s plausible she did tell her friend, during the alleged sighting/encounter at Campbelltown Railway Station – although it’s possible it was a deflection technique. A potential alternative for her would be Brisbane, however Melbourne I think would have been more suitable for her – as like Sydney (despite the two cities’ traditional rivalry), it is very multicultural and cosmopolitan.
I can also see she may have made arrangements again with someone she knew and trusted who lived in Melbourne (perhaps a friend who previously lived in Sydney) to live with them – if not, perhaps in an informal boarding house arrangement, as under 18’s can’t legally enter a rental agreement. For a teenage girl, this is fraught with danger. Hopefully she didn’t make arrangements with someone she met online – as per the “MySpace murder case” of fellow Australian girl Carly Ryan in 2007 (Source: Wikipedia), for example.
I can picture Rista otherwise living a normal life – although perhaps her past actions do weigh on her. She might be reluctant to come forward, feeling she hurt her family badly and made things irreconcilable. However, I have no doubt her family want her back and with open arms.
But irrespective of whether Rista did run away at her own discretion, or was taken against her own will, I do feel NSW Police made mistakes in their initial handling of her case.
I’m inclined to believe the allegation that Police were slow in actioning her case, following her being reported missing in March 2009. My suspicions are, given she was apparently reported missing previously in about November 2008, that Police made an incorrect assumption she had become a serial runaway; and would turn up again within a short period. Firstly, I don’t believe Rista fitted the stereotypical profile of a serial runaway. Secondly, even if she was smart and did run away, she was still in a very vulnerable position – and needed support.
A third point, is NSW Police taking four months to make her case public. According to NSW Police (Source), the next of kin of the Missing Person may need to sign an “Authority for Publicity”. Although Rista was living out of home, her parents still appear to be ‘next of kin’. Although her family appear to be private - judging by both their concern; and their willingness to be part of the 2010 Missing Persons Week campaign, I don’t believe they would have hesitated in granting permission to publicise her case in the media.
Although NSW Police have gotten much better now at putting out public appeals for Missing People in the media; and social media - they should have issued a public appeal immediately in March 2009, when Rista went missing. I have a personal belief if they had done so, Rista would have been located soon after. I find it incomprehendible, how there was seemingly little priority from Police, to find a missing 15 year old girl.
Hopefully this time, we will have answers on Rista’s case at some point. Despite no public update, it’s plausible her Strike Force at NSW Police Unsolved Homicide have uncovered new info – possibly even now having an idea of where Rista is. I don’t dismiss that the COVID-19 restrictions have affected the progress of the investigation, even that aspect of closing it out. NSW Police have had success in the past 12 months (particularly their Missing Persons Registry division), having actually managed to locate quite a few living Long Term Missing People.
But whatever it may be, I hope that Rista’s family finally get some answers and closure – and I still hold hope for them that they’ll be reunited with her.
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2020.09.03 10:02 Guessdisathrowaway Contacted my ex after 12 years

Not sure how long this will be but I guess I will just start with some history.
I first met my ex during highschool, i was 14 he was 16. We talked online a lot, always in a friendly way mixed with a ton of flirting. Even when he started dating his then girlfriend. Fast forward two years and I decided to call his bluff and went over to his house and things advanced. Knowing he had a girlfriend this was not a good move of mine, or his for that matter. We started meeting up and he at the time told me he was going to break up with his GF. Not exactly.. She added me on MSN, we talked and I felt bad. He told me if I wanted to really screw things up for him I should send over our emails etc. I did. We then had a falling out for about a year.
I think I added him on MSN again and we just started talking and occasionally "hanging out" for the next few years. I dated, he dated. I don't know for sure if his dating overlapped with our hookups but I know mine never did.
Fast forward to me being 21. He was studying abroad and asked me over to his parents place when he was back home for a visit. We hung out, watched a movie.. It felt different. We both felt that and we talked about things being more official. This worked for maybe two months.
I freaked out. I was getting something, someone, I had feelings for for so long and I had built up in my head to massive proportions. I was going to mess it up. I always mess things up. I couldn't mess this up. I broke it off, because that is better than getting more invested and hurting worse later.. My logic is perfect..
He was pissed, I was indifferent towards him. Last thing he said to me was that I was a bad person. That was summer 2008.
I met my now husband in 2010. Our relationship had always been.. an adventure. (important to note that I am not an angel but have never cheated on my husband, nor ever would. I am an open person and used talk freely with people, I tend to be able to have good relationships with men that do not need to be more than friendships. He did not like this and called it emotional cheating.. I disagree)
He cheated in the first year with three different people, I stayed. After 7 years he proposed, soon after I got pregnant and he confessed to having a sex addiction and that he had been cheating on me all those years, I stayed. He is rude to my family, rude to me, verbally (and occasionally in the past physically) abusive. I STAYED. I shouldn't have. I have dropped friends, retreated from most socials and have curbed my personality to suit him. This is not ok and I know this. I haven't worked my way up to doing anything about it yet as I am scared and really this is the first time really putting things down in words. So feel free to give advice on this if you have any, much welcomed.
So now we are here.. I turned 34 two weeks ago. I am married, have a kid that I adore and still think about my ex increasingly often it at times has kept me awake at night.
So the day after my birthday I added him on linkedin and promptly turned off all notifications and didnt open the app for about a week. Thats what adults do..
He messaged me. I replied. Yesterday we were talking the whole day about the past and him and his kid/GF and vice versa. He told me how bad he felt after I called it off, I never knew. Told me how he felt and that he has given it a place. But I'm still "trouble" as his friend said when he told him I had contacted him. Maybe thats true..
My heart was racing all day. I know its stupid, its been 12 years, he is not who he was and he is also very NOT AVAILABLE. I do not want to mess up his life. He doesn't want to mess it up either. I did not reach out to start anything up like we used to even if I feel a certain way now after doing so. I feel stupid. I really don't know what to do about what I feel except that I know it really cements that I am not happy in my marriage.
He deleted our convo, he told me. Yet he was also the first to text me this morning..
So many details I have left out but for now this will have to do. I'm glad it's off my chest. What now? I feel terrible for putting myself (and him.. I can't control his actions but I did take the first step) in this situation but hadn't seen it happening after so long that I would feel this way. Maybe its just excitement of having an old friend back..
I don't know anymore. Any advice is welcome.
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2020.08.18 14:56 readingrachelx Housewife highlights - August 18th, 2020

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2020.08.17 22:34 wtfishappening91 Any advice for someone who's spent 10 years of their life with someone that never loved me & is leaving me as a single mum of 2 kids under 3

I guess I'm using this as a way to get my own thoughts in order so it will probably be a long one. Not even sure if I will post this but let's start at the beginning. We met when I was 14 years old (he's a year older) we both went to religious school where gender mixing was strictly forbidden but started a relationship over MSN (IYKYK). We met as I had spotted him across the car park after school & I got his email address of my friend who's brother was in his class. anyway after 3 months of online dating (met a few times f2f, never touched), he broke up with me as his mum & super religious step dad found out & he felt guilty cause of the religious lecture his step dad gave him. Anyway I was left a heartbroken hormonal 14 year old mess. Fast forward 3 months, he's dating another girl who was a total bitch, they broke up a few months later as she was a little promiscuous. We lost touch.
Fast forward 1 year & I start at the same college as him. We become close friends (f2f this time lol), my feelings come rushing back in full force & I become a little obsessed (I knew when his free periods were & I would make sure to be around the places he hung out at those times). Few months of that ridiculous needy behave goes on & I get fed up of being friendzoned & distance myself & find myself new friends & a new BF! - my first kiss! ... That relationship lasted about 4 days haha... During which O (current husband) decides he actually does like me! Hip hip hooray. Anyway me & bf breakup & I'm hanging around with O & he says ..."what would you say if I asked you out" ... To which I reply (like the fool I was) ... Id say yes....& So it truely began.
The next 6 months were pretty amazing, he was a great BF, we saw each other almost every day, met each others parents, stayed at each others houses till the last bus home. Physically we did everything but sex (we were both still trying with religion back then). 6 months later my great grandfather gets really sick & mum says we may have to go & stay in another city. The thought of that is unbearable at this point & so we got married so my religious family wouldn't judge.
I move in with him & his mum & things rapidly start going downhill. I discover he spends most of his free time playing video games (the first of many addictions to come) but other than that things were fine. We would cook together, sex was great (we were both virgins). He started University & hated it. His plan before marriage was to move into halls & do the whole Uni thing "properly" but now he was married that couldn't happen, as I said we were both pretty religious & drinking was something that we both didn't want the other doing. Pretty standard in our religion.
Things are pretty rocky over the next 3 years, I moved out at one point because of his gaming rage mainly. Our sex life starts to go downhill. I put on weight due to a medical condition. I'm in uni at this point. It might be worth pointing out at this point he has no social life whatsoever, he lost touch with his college friends & doesn't make any new ones in uni. So he's either in uni or at home gaming. He stops making an effort all together & stops cooking with me, he falls into a deep depression. I, on the other hand have a big family & lots of friends (he doesn't get along with 'my people'). He admits at some point during this all that he has a porn addiction, might be worth mentioning that I was always on board to get physical but he would shut me down.
He finishes uni & moves to Leeds for 3 months doing training for a company, im still at uni but visit him on weekends & everything seems to improve vastly, so we kept trying! We had love right? Everything would work out eventually if we had that... Right?! So after 3 months in Leeds he moves to Edinburgh & I manage to find a job & move in with him. Things are pretty good for a while , we start working out & both become super fit, go on a bunch of holidays together & things are great. So we decide, this is it, it's time to have a baby! We're 25 now, we're happy, we have it all figured out now! this was the plan!!!
So I get pregnant & we move back to our hometown where all of my family & friends are to support me & we buy a house. But O hates his new job, & O falls into a deep depression, O starts smoking weed to cope, O starts drinking to cope. We become extremely distant, sex is basically non existent, we can't even be in the same room as each other without constantly arguing. He gets off his face drunk at a work do & passes out in the bathroom & I have to call as ambulance whilst looking after my 3 month old baby. Soon after, by some accidental miracle we get pregnant again (stupid us) & things just get worse. He looses his job, I'm looking after the toddler whilst heavily pregnant decorating the entire house myself whilst he locks himself away smoking crazy quantities of weed & gaming. He gets drunk & accidently locks us out of the house. Worth mentioning he started taking antidepressants which he fought taking for the previous 7years of our relationship. At this point he's spending £400-500 on weed a month.
& I guess that leads us onto the last 5 months of hell. O approaches me one day & says he's done, he's unhappy, he's suicidal, he can't be this unhappy anymore. He tells me he isn't attracted to me anymore, he doesn't love me anymore, he doesn't care about religion, he wants to move out, make friends, be free from me (the confines of our relationship I guess). This was at the beginning of the pandemic, so I spend the next few weeks trying to understand it all, in my head we were struggling because we had two young children, things would get better like they did before. I had put on weight after the kids but I wasn't planning to stay that way. I had our whole future planned out, he told me that future I saw scared him because of how badly he didn't want it (to travel together, grow old, get a bigger house). He starts drinking in the house, around the kids, our arguments gets bigger & worse. Quarentine ends & he makes no attempt to move out, says he isn't mentally stable enough. (He's going to therapy at this point & speaking to a drug counselor but nothing is helping). I'm finding it impossible to even be in the same house as him at this point.
We had booked a holiday to Spain with my family last year. I considered telling him not to come but I knew I couldn't do it alone with both kids. So we went to spain, & something magical happened & we were back in our honeymoon phase. & Then he got stinking drunk & crashed our rental car. But when he was drunk he opened up to me like he never had, he was in tears telling me how guilty he felt for everything & how much he wanted to want the same things as me & how I deserve so much more. Maybe the vitamin D made me craZy but I allowed this fantasy to carry on & then we got back & everything went back to normal within days. But it gave us both something we hadn't felt in a long time... Hope.
& Then I did something bad. He told me one morning he was talking to a girl online after I asked him who he was speaking to.... I was so confused. He was many things but despite everything he was the most loyal man I knew. Never even had girl friends. So I got curious & checked his messages. The first message I saw from him read 'i was thinking about you yesterday'. & I flipped. I hid the car keys (I knew he was out of weed), I hid the router & I hid his vape. He flipped, Ive never seen him that angry, he smashed a bunch of shit. After that I gave him the keys & he left. After he left I read the rest of the messages. He had shared extremely personal things with her. Some of the messages seemed flirtatious but he swears there was no romance it was just a friend & I believe him I know his type & she is definitely not it. But it hurt to read those things, his deep dark thoughts that he shared with her about how he felt nothing for me & he always thought about other women. It felt like someone had ripped my heart into a million pieces. It's one thing knowing those things, it's another for them to be confirmed like that. Fyi she lives in another country too & She has a boyfriend if her own. Yes, I know I shouldn't have read any of it. I regret it deeply.
We were both angry after that. But him more so, I guess it was like I read his diary, his deepest darkest secrets he had shared with a stranger because he had nobody else. We spoke the next day & he told me after what I did (reading those MSG's) he wanted to divorce me there and then but his friend advised him to wait until he had moved out before doing anything. I feel heartbroken, I had spent those 4 months processing everything after he told me he wanted to leave & I was ready for him to move out & then Spain happened & everything was good again, he loved me again, he was attracted again, we even had sex again, we spoke again. But things fell apart & I felt like I had no control.
I think in the end it comes down to love. I think I love him & I don't think he loves me. Or maybe he just didn't live life enough before we got married & he blames me. I don't know. I'm so confused. Im about to be left a single mother of two beautiful little girls who I can't give the best possible life they deserve thanks to him. They deserve so much more.
For anyone who had read this thesis ive written on my entire adult life, thank you. I guess I just need some advice, or just somebody impartial to talk to right now.
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2020.08.17 21:24 TerminablePen i think my bro is a neckbeard

i’m almost 19 and still live with my parents, including my brother, who is absolutely repulsive and he doesnt care what i think of him so i decided to create an account on here to at least try and get some help and to essentially shame him, as im sick of living with him, this is the stuff he does
When i was 12 my dad ran a business selling adult supplies, and my brother became strangely interested in some of the male supplies he sold (fleshlights and things like that) and started watching reviews on youtube, a few weeks later i started noticing something strange like a cup in his bedroom, he finally come clean that he discreetly ordered a toy, i thought he stole one out of my dads stock at first but he showed me amazon order details and the arrival time which was when the family was out except for my brother.
Going back even further when i was 7 he found a GF on MSN and chatted day and night, i still have screenshots which seemed to have survived multiple computers and hard drive deaths, most of it was flirting but that was normal, soon he started visiting her and going out with her, only recently has he shared stories of how they would record home made porn videos with each other using a cheap camcorder and how while we were preparing to move house they went down to the new house with keys and both fcked in what is now his bedroom.
The relationship didnt last and they both fell out when i was 9, i will leave out the details but it ended up in a text conversation in a precursor to whatsapp, my brother still maintained contact with her on and off and it seems the last contact when i was 10 or 11.
But what was strange is that when i was 12 i discovered he was still using online dating, as i found apps on his phone and accounts, soon he started flirting with another girl which i found strange as he claimed that he didn’t want to bother dating anymore, he claimed that the girl was just lonely and they soon lost interest.
He failed to maintain the toy he bought when i was 12 and its now moldy disgusting and falling apart, he. Still. Uses. it…….. And while he started off using correct lube he now uses diy versions…….
I discovered cumstains in his bedroom, on walls, the floor and a box, and all over his sheets, his bedsheets were COVERED in the stuff and its going to make me puke just thinking about it.
Even worse still, i discovered he uses glasses to pee in, my mom was complaining about lack of glasses and i found out why, most are under his bed, and he used to dispose them out of his window but changed to my window, as his window has a roof nearby and he doesnt want to leave evidence, before this he used to use a basin in his room but in a remodel we got the sink removed.
He likes wearing vests and blazers with t-shirts and sometimes no shirt underneath, i think hes uploaded selfies like this to his dating profiles, i found a jacket that he had obviously been sitting around shirtless in and it stunk of mold and made me feel sick so i shoved it back where i found it, eww.
His latest thing is blocking as many girls he can find on dating sites, paying for a profile promotion and then blocking every. Single. Viewer and he brags about it, he also likes profiles and then messages saying “sorry liked by accident” and then blocks them.
The evidence just stacks up, i could write more but im not going to bother, most is here, i have managed to things against him before, once he deactivated one of his dating profiles as i guess the pw and changed the description, he thought it was hacked and deleted the profile, im planning on doing this with more of his profiles.
I think thats enough, its not affecting me at all, i just want to get it out as hes hilarious
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2020.08.17 17:07 READMYSHIT The Creep Dive Episode Guide

Date Title Cassie Sophie Jen Sidebars and guest stars Creep of the Week
1 12/12/2018 Canoe Believe It?? Alan Rickman never read Harry Potter John Darwin faked his own death in a canoeing accident Seamus on ket with Mary McAleese (Twitter thread)
2 12/12/2018 GP-OH My God who is SHE Samantha Azzopardi pays a visit to Ireland. One of many as she scammed her way around the world An outtake from This is Going to Hurt: Secret Diaries of a Junior Doctor. Woman eats placenta (or blood clots)
3 12/12/2018 A Tale Too Tragic Tania Head, woman who claimed to be a survivor of the attacks on the World Trade Center on September 11 The Juggalos (Insane Clown Posse) Christians in disguise Reddit Guy meets the Devil. Black Mercedes Cassie reveals she used to be Born Again Christian. Jen's personal Angel, Happy Acres
4 11/01/2019 The American Dream or The American Peen What Ever Happened To: Lorena and John Wayne Bobbit. (Wife cuts off husband's dick after he raped her) Swiss cheese Pervert. Man would like a cheesey wank
5 11/01/2019 11 Lies and Counting Warrior Eli. Epic catfish story of a supermom who turned out to be teenager, Emily Dear Sinead O'Connor and Prince had a pillow fight. Prince takes it too far Jen first reveals she was a catfish/troll
6 11/01/2019 A 17 Year Old Mystery Solved by Sleuths Mystery of Lyle Stevik's suicide solved by DNA Doe Testing Ray's Death Documentary (admission of murder). Lady of the Dunes
7 25/01/2019 A Story Blown Wildy Out of Proportion Jimi Heselden segways into the afterlife. Rebba Burger maimed and killed from a whipped cream thing Lambo. Weird radio book review, hosted by Gay Byrne in which Gery Ryan allegedly kills a lamb A man fashions a flying saucer with helium balloons and sends his son flying off for attention
8 01/02/2019 An Unholy Hypocrite, The Dungarvan Angel of Death Travis the Troubled Teen David Matheson, former gay conversion therapist, comes out as gay Fr Michael Kennedy fakes an AIDS epidemic in Waterford. Gets the attention of Princess Diana Travis, the chimp and Creep Dive mascot (a classic!)
9 09/02/2019 The Greatest Writer that Never Was James Frey, A Million Little Pieces (fake memoir) Story of JT LeRoy (racoon penis) Dan Mallory (fake memoir)
10 15/02/2019 The Randy Mr. Hands How Joe Manuella Found Love, Robert De Niro impersonator Mr. Hands! Guy gets killed from bottoming a horse Ellen Coyne and Cassie become friends via Twitter
11 22/02/2019 The Curious Case of Crack Addict Jimmy(part 1) The Girl Who Predicted Her Own Death Tickling endurance competitions funded my some omnipotent millionaire (who obviously has a fetish)
12 22/02/2019 The Curious Case of Crack Addict Jimmy (part 2) That time the Washington Post had a Pulitzer briefly. Janet Cooke and the 8 year old heroin addict
13 01/03/2019 The Fine Line Between Exoneration and Execution The story of Cameron Todd Willingham (a innocent man sentenced to death) Pissing and menstrating in the Stuart era (not Victorian, Jen)
14 08/03/2019 The MSN Murder Mystery Momo: Online Suicide Game MSN Murder. Girl kill herself after online bullying, turns out to be a neighbourhood mom Elizabeth and Theranos
15 15/03/2019 Who Let the Cat Out The Noid, the Domino's mascot that led to a murder Mary Bale: Cat in the Wheelie Bin Topsy the Elephant: Tesla vs Edison
16 22/03/2019 Oyster Man, A Salacious Sausage Fest and A Con Confidence (Creep Live #1) Nicholas Barclay AKA Frédéric Bourdin (missing child imposter) Armin Meiwes, German cannibal Oyster Man (Dublin creep!)
17 01/04/2019 A Haunted Hormonal Teen, A Slender Bender, A Mother Love to Death (Creep Live #2) Dee Dee Blanchard murder by her daughter, seemingly incapacitated, Gypsy Rose. Enfield Haunting, poltergeist in a North London council house Slenderman possee
18 05/04/2019 Who is Timmothy Pitzen?? Disappearance and reappearance (???) of Timmoth Pitzen Christine Chubbuck, suicide on live TV Ford has a horn for Edison
19 12/04/2019 The Beautiful Lie Florida Man, pancake guy Belle Gibson, noted scammer Coco the Gorilla: artist, photographer and communicator
20 21/04/2019 There's a Catfish in the Water Lincoln Lewis catfish, Lydia Abdelmalek The most awkward book club of all time Girl with no vainga gets impreganted from a knife
21 27/04/2019 A Sasquatch, A Tinder Date With a Cannibal and The Life and Ruin of Anna Nicole Smith The Anna Nicole Smith Story Sasquatch Origin Story
22 04/05/2019 Friends From The College Cult Larry Ray: Creepy Dad Cult Whatever Happened to Baby Tyler?
23 11/05/2019 A Love As Deep As The Sea, A Shared Twinsanity and Better The Catfish You Know? Sabina & Ursula: Murderous Swedish Twins Suicide of Megan Meier Some people really love dolphins
24 18/05/2019 The Cat’s Out of The Bag for The Internet’s Maddest Man A Catfish Love Triangle (that ends in murder) The Luka Magnotta Story Jeremy Kyle
25 27/05/2019 The Secret Russian ‘Super Army’ and A Fertility Doctor Who Took Things Into His Own Hands Dr. Cline, fertility doctor who takes matters into his own hands Russian science experiment to create super humans (humanzee) Belle Gibson update (ep. 19)
26 01/06/2019 Larry and The Lawnchair of Dreams The eponymous Larry, an instant classic creep (that is not creepy at all) Moby
27 07/06/2019 The World’s Worst Baby Snatcher and The Ill-Prepared Cannibal Another Catfish Love Triangle and Baby Heist Isa Sagawa: A Cannibal in Paris
28 15/06/2019 Why You Should Never Let Granny Do The Ouija Board Story of Anna Delvy, epic swindler Ouija Board Murder Whale dick tentacle and the guy who honours a dead murderer (Twitter Thread)
29 21/06/2019 A Dead Man, A Cipher, a Mystery Somerton Man: Mystery Australian Man and an Undeciphered Code Ariel Castro kidnappings Delivery Man Haunts Cabin Groom kids on brides dress
30 28/06/2019 It’s Never Plain Sailing The Disappearance of Brian Swanson (into another dimension?) #blueball A shark buffet Juliane Koepcke, the sole survivor of a plane crash that left her stranded in the Amazon Rainforest Boris Johnson
31 07/07/2019 The Lost Family, The Last Eunuch and the Lust for the High Life Tromp Family Road Trip. Australian family collectively lose their mind A Philanthropic Couple with a Secret in the Attic Sun Yaoting; the last Eunuch of China.
32 11/07/2019 A Trio of Clones, Coercion and Courtship A shitty first-date The McDonald's-Nude Heist The phenomenon of a group of self cloning crayfish
33 19/07/2019 Brain-Eating Zombies, The Boy Who Tried to Blow Up Bjork and a Beary Bad Idea Story of Björk's would-be assassin Timothy Treadwell: Bear Enthusiast Furries and Brain eating zombie fungus Grunting man in a gimp suit
34 27/07/2019 A Priceless Love Affair and Something of a Pickle Debbie Montgomery Johnson get defrauded millions in an online dating scam Peeing and pooping in space. Creepy nudes escalates quick (to murder)
35 04/08/2019 Jen’s Solo Ghost Story the tale of Dear David, a creepy child ghost who has been haunting the hallways of illustrator Adam Ellis Horse Girl
36 11/08/2019 When a Dream Life Turns Into a Weird and Creepy Nightmare Dream House goes sour with letters from an ominous writer called, The Watcher Mystery Stripper Jen has the inside scoop on Area 51 Scout's arrival! Woof Canadian Serial Killers
37 18/08/2019 The Hero Who Didn't Know His Name and a Real Life Dr. WHO?? Story of Jean-Claude Romand: Murderer and Imposter Creep Dine With Me: Megan and Hazel. The story of Steven Stayner
38 01/09/2019 Don't Bookmark Your Murder Tips and a Real Life Mission Impossible How to not get away with murder (Daniel Brophy) Personal creep with creepy neighbour and a never ending gift exchange A missionary who get murdered by the Sentinelese
39 09/09/2019 A Twist in The Tale, The Devil Down Under and A Wild Slide A Catfish With a Happy Ending Mysterious Death of Phoebe Handsjuk Deal the Devil Downunder,Story of Michael Atkins and Matthew Leveson
40 13/09/2019 Move Over Travis, There’s a Bad Badger in Town and The Sad Tale of The Sorry Cannibals Caroline Calloway content! Alive: The reluctant cannibals The antics of Stoffel the honey badger
41 20/09/2019 British Fairies, Irish Con Artists and Asian Angels Cassie's Personal Creep and Misadventure in Berlin (featuring Moe) An Irish Kidnapping The Cottingley Fairy Hoax
42 28/09/2019 When a loving Christian family inadvertently adopt a 22 year old sociopath with violent tendencies The tale of Natalia Grace, a Ukrainian Orphan with dwarfism #childdeception Helen Bailey: Author who penned her own death Jacob Barnett, Child Prodigy
43 06/10/2019 The Girl...Who Laughed...As A Man Got Sewn Into The Body of a Horse Story of Nathan Carman and a Sunken Boat A Runaway Bride Countess Elizabeth Báthory, World worst female serial killer? Carl Beach, Richard Madely
44 15/10/2019 What Happens When You Exorcise a Mild Mannered Michael? (Creep Live #3) Ireland's Own Bermuda Triangle An exorcism gone wrong Goose on the Loose! A goose named Andy
45 21/10/2019 A Guest Ghost Story and The Haunted Spots of Dublin Dutch Family in a Basement (and assorted ghost stories) Creep Dine With Me: Fainche. A Dublin 8 Haunting
46 26/10/2019 The Tragedy of the Triplets A tragic tale of triplets and a social experiment Haunted Nazi Dummy
47 31/10/2019 A Catfish Convict, Dawn of The Ed and a Goat Gets Giddy for Piss - It’s our Halloween Spooktacular! Rape Ads, Fake Sonograms, and a Catfisher’s Web of Lies Ed Gein, his mother and the inspiration for Psycho A goat with a penchant for piss (human piss)
48 12/11/2019 An Amuse Bouche of Creep Catch Ups AND The Human Baby Zoo Update on Belle Gibson (ep. 19) Canadian Quintuplets (Human Baby Zoo) Update on Ukrainian Orphan (ep. 42) T.I. (obsessed with daughter's hymen)
49 17/11/2019 The Greatest No-Show-Man and the Mighty Meaty Murderer Threatin, metal band on world tour (with no audience but great hair) Joe Metheny: a mighty meaty murder #serialkiller Donegal Creeps caught climbing a hospital to ouija
50 25/11/2019 Oh No! Where Did Moe Go? Moe Davis: Another chimp fiasco. Travis 2.0 (ep. 8)
51 03/12/2019 A Haunted Galway Baby, a Mystery Man in Sligo and The Spine Tingling Story of the Sleepless Russians (Creep Live #4) Peter Bergmann, a mystery man in Sligo reminiscent of Somerton Man (ep. 29) #blueball Haunted Galway baby #haunted Russian sleep deprivation experiment (this is pretty harrowing) Harry meets the Creeps for the first time Dick Dicker: Unabomber meets Mr. Hands
52 06/12/2019 A Life Heavy on Lies, Light on Lols Jennifer Pan, a Vietnamese-Canadian teen kills her parents (well one of them) Dave, the randy duck
53 17/12/2019 The Woman Who Accidentally Solved Her Own Mystery Disappearance Netty Nance accidently solves her own kidnapping (spoiler: it was her own "mother") Carlos Mariotti and a novel idea to save his mangled hand (spoiler: it doesn't work) Public Universal Friend. First recorded case of non-binary person? Mommy blogger swindles Shauna Sex Síopa!
54 05/01/2020 The Cannibal Cop and A January Assortment of Creeps Cassie tricks a girl into think she's going to Disney Gilberto Valle, the cannibal cop, caught via chat room #cannibal People used to post their kids around! Jeffrey Epstein. German ladies who set a zoo ablaze and killed 20 primates
55 10/01/2020 Too Many Mothers, Too Much Motherly Love and A Small Town Scandal with Massive Consequences Creep Live #5) Bobby Dunbar went missing but when he reappeared to mothers came forward to claim Barbara Daly Baekeland gets murdered (and fucked?) by her son #murder #incest The mysterious Circleville letters #murder #blueball Jen gets send a video of a man fucking a chicken Tiny Indonesian man convicted of the most amount if rapes
56 17/01/2020 Three Cheers for Murder Dying killing to be popular. Cheer leader murder! Karla Homolka, Canada's only female serial killer (this was just an off the cuff creep) One of our very own creepettes has their dog fucked by some local scoundrel :( Cork Christmas Party Shenanigans!
57 25/01/2020 Your Mother Sucks Creep In Hell True Stories behind the production of The Exorcist Jen creeps her own parasite which she definitely didn't get in Centra Parcs Terry McMahon goes on a tirade by his feminist daughter
58 31/01/2020 You Can't Make A Dick Out Of The American Penal System Steven Jay Russell, amazing story of the man who escaped from prison multiple times Andrea Mara; the man who faked his MIL out the car window, armchair sleuths and just how dire your Google search history gets when you kill fictional people for a living Belle Gibson update! She's Muslim now (ep. 19)
31/01/2020 The Creep Hive #1 Jen helps her housemate pee in New Zealand Tampon Girl!!
59 07/02/2020 Who’s side are you on? Story of Ursula Hermann: the German equivalent of Madeleine McCann. Epic creep Sophie admits she ate a raw rasher thinking it was parma ham Some people have non-verbal thought (mini Twitter thread) Graham Linehan (Glinner)
07/02/2020 The Creep Hive #2: The Casualties of The Swan The Sur-jury, The Swan and other horrific reality shows
60 14/02/2020 A Prince and a Perfect Murder Chris Benoit Canadian wrestler. Double murder suicide Shawna from Sex Siopa to share a big juicy salacious royal affair. A lot of creeps reported their mothers fed them raw sausages
15/02/2020 The Creep Hive #3: Schofe's done a runner Cassie discusses her sexuality and everyone cries "Showgirls came out at a very key point in my life" Phillip Schofield literally does a runner
61 21/02/2020 The world’s most badass backpacker, Ireland’s biggest ever manhunt and hotdog handjobs (Creep Live #6) Brendan O'Donnell: Ireland's Biggest Manhunt #serialkiller Kari Ferrell: Hipster Grifter. Gets employed by Vice and exposed Salt Creek Kidnapping. Backpackers take revenge #violence All dogs and the Dublin guy faked an abduction of an elderly person
22/02/2020 The Creep Hive #4: Never trust a Murphy Bed Dead tired, people who've died in Murphy beds!
62 28/02/2020 And it was all cum and paper mâché (Creep Live #7) Gerard John: some local prisoners pose as a young woman and blackmail and fragile young man. Alex Malarkey goes into a coma after a car accident. When he wakes he claims to have met Jesus in Heaven... Man struggles to keeping his wife suitably embalmed Jen discusses laying eggs Katie Hopkins getting the CUNT award
01/03/2020 The Creep Hive #5: Hope Springs Terminal Duffy was kidnapped :( Psychologist hides camera on women with Munchausen Jen says I brought poppers to a live show but it was Cool Swan. Twitter thread about guys pissing in their mouths Sarah, the creep transition year student tells us about Hope Ybarra, Munchausen mom Carlow Judicial System. 73 year old mad jailed for ramming car parked on path
63 07/03/2020 Hike Life Nightmare and The OG Love is Blind Sun Myung Moon and the Church of Unification. It's the Moonies! A Russian Misadventure. 9 hikers die mysteriously in the northern Ural mountains Youtuber faked his girlfriend's death. 21 year old Stephanie impersonates her granny (after she's murdered)
07/03/2020 The Creep Hive #6: Joint custody Cassie meets LeBron James Joint Custody. John Wood mummifies his own leg. The ultimate creep craft.
64 13/03/2020 The OG Disease Spreader: It's Typhoid Mary Sherry Pie turns out to be a super creep (in a really bad way) and has now caused an editing nightmare for producers. Typhoid Mary, famed asymptomatic carrier Putin brings in a new law so he can rule for forever.
13/03/2020 The Creep Hive #7: CAVERN OF PUSS Cassie worked in a residential care home. Patient double dosed a suppository which "activated" as Cassie helped her into a wheel chair. PERI-RECTAL ABSCESS. Arguably one of the most disgusting creeps of all time
65 20/03/2020 A mad story about a mad (cow) disease, a smooth criminal and an underground mission with hilarious consequences Dan Cooper Hijacked a Boeing 727 aircraft in the northwest of the US; jumps out with thousands of dollars and is never seen again Mad Cow Disease and Doctor Daniel Carleton Gajdusek who goes to "help" Papua New Guinea and turns out ot be a paedophile School boys finds a secret warren under their school... A misadventure ensues
20/03/2020 Creep Live Online #1: A Town of Ticking Teenagers, Serial Turder and Mayhem at The Spa Mystery illness takes over town in North New York Sophie's top 3 getting stuck in toilet stories Woman gets naked and lost in spa
27/03/2020 Creep Live Online #2: The most haunted creep of the year
66 29/03/2020 Crafting conspiracies, cult clans and the game show killer Big Crafting is actually a Russian Propaganda Machine Rodney Alcala serial rapist, killer and gameshow contestant Taina Licciardo-Toivola: Annoying Aryian Cult family on YouTube
67 07/04/2020 The long (penis) and short (life) of your favourite covid meme and the mighty Michael that would not die Michael Malloy, the sturdy Irish fella in New York who proved to be un-murderable (well, almost Wardy Joubert, everyones favourite (well-endowed) naked covid meme (who's dead) Harry offically appointed alpha creep!
68 12/04/2020 More Tiger King, a YouTube Doll Debacle and Did Sophie Find D.B. Cooper? Inspired by recent haunted dolls on the hive, Cassie dives into internet sensation, Venus Angelic The Stars of Tiger King: An Epilogue
69 19/04/2020 Snitches get stitches and when internet comments destroy lives Would you provide an alibi for a loved one? Trevor Hardy - The Beast of Manchester (and his brother) The Inception of FaceBook Commentary: tangled history of internet smear campaign Kelsey Grammar maybe into pegging "It's very unfortunate for the mens. Their G-spot is up their ass hole and they're just going to have to get over it." -Cassie Delaney Eamon Holmes (5G) and the gardaí (posting photos of sun bathers)
70 26/04/2020 In The Shadow of the Truth Lies the Statue of Liberty Bling Water! Your water is dead, you fools Lisa helps Sophie with a follow up to Molly from Sophie's previous creep The Mandela Effect. Are we all in hell/purgatory/multiple dimensions/simulated world This episode has more filler than actual creeps but was no less enjoyable. Sophie, my handle is @Harry_birdboy. Cassie, I'll hug you! Gemma O'Doherty
71 06/05/2020 Shipman the shit man Crimes that happen in the virtual world that cross over into reality and suicide pact community killer Harold Shipman, world's most prolific (and boring) serial killer Gemma O'Doherty again (but she gets owned by Dublin airport on Twitter)
72 12/05/2020 Beta Theta Pi? More like Beta Theta Die and the Glow Up with Deadly Consequences Beta Theta Pi, Penn State University. Hazing ends in death :( Sophie loves horror. Tells the real life story behind Scream. (Impromtu creep!) Radium Girls!
73 19/05/2020 Walk like a reincarnated Egyptian also that time a squirrel ate some guys nuts Dorothy Eady, the reincarnation of an Egyptian priestess.Cassie is mean to her mother Creep Confectionary is now a thing. Sophie seeds the idea for a Toast Podcast. Sophie presents a gaggle of gals cat-fishing some terrorists Man gets balls eaten by squirrels Jen and Sophie want to host their own Most Haunted. Cassie protests, as usual Camilla and Prince Charles talk dirty
74 26/05/2020 Don't anger a Karen, canal creeps and the parents who put the kid in kidnapping Shannon Matthews, Karen Matthews has her own daughter kidnappped while she plays Xbox Belle Gibson update! She is now Oromo (an Ethiopian ethnic minority). Katherine Knight and her human pelt Riding in a tent on the canal
75 02/06/2020 Freezin’ people ain’t easy, the genuinely geriatric mother and the biggest creeps of the week ever The YouTubers that rehomed their son The oldest woman in the world to give birth (oyster woman). 40 year old stone foetus! Jen finally gets to tell her cryogenics story. Multple strands See Cassie
76 09/06/2020 No name, No luggage, No labels, No answers 1.) In a room at the Oslo Plaza Hotel, a young, elegant woman is found dead, with a gun shot wound to the head. Why did she check in under a false name? Why are the labels removed from her clothes? 2) Death in Ice Valley The gals are reunited!
77 16/06/2020 Guilt or grief? The dark story of Casey Anthony Via Reddit/Sarah. Creepy MSN guy and possibly related swindler Casey
78 23/06/2020 Slumber Murders and The OG Moby Dick Sleep killers The OG Moby Dick
25/06/2020 Creep Hive Sophie's Cock Along! Denis Nilsen:ScottishSerial Killer (and middle child)
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2020.08.14 01:50 HarvestMonth MY STORY - DAY 0 HERE WE GO!

Hello everyone! I posted some hours ago part of what I'm going to write now. But anyway, I just finished fapping (completely, not edging) and thus my brain has taken out, and I can write what I think.
I am currently 30 years old. I grew up with my mother and maternal grand parents. There was no presence of my father after I was 3. Genetically I inherited great intelligence from his side, but I also got a lot of sexual energy that had ruined him, his brother, and his father (my paternal grand father). They were/are big time womanizers that harmed a lot of women. Also, none of them reached the intellectual potential they had, all because of thinking about women and satisfying their great hunger. Spoilers: Never got satisfied. During my childhood I practiced karate and soccer (I was really good at the latter) during teenage years I started playing Magic: The Gathering and quickly became a really good player. I was also mature for my age, and wasn't ever interested in watching porn. My conscious fapping story starts at around 12 years ago. It all started while watching MTV videos (you know, back in the days of Britney Spears, Jennifer Lopez, Jessica Simpson, etc) as also some anime girls lol. It continued during teenager years with different actresses mostly. I didn't see any mystery about it as back then I wasn't edging, I would just go straight into the thing. Still, I think fapping without porn is still very bad (as I suffered)
My relationship with girls around the time I was 14 was awkward. I'm good looking and had an incredible ability to make them laugh. During that year I moved along my mother to another city (as she had accepted a temporal job) That was the year of my sexual explosion (2004) I'm originally from a rainy city that could be considered of cold weather, and I had just moved to a place that is tropical all year long. For me it was amazing to see every single day of life girls wearing so little. (hint: this is a Latin American country) I met a girl that was at the time 17, while I was 14. I used to make her laugh immensely during our daily English lessons. I developed a huge crush on her. Like for real! When in love I'm really romantic and start writing poems, visualizing the girl and never fapping to her (as I feel I had profanated her lol) Despite being good at making her laugh, during the seven months I stayed in that city, I never confessed to her what my feelings were. I had fear of being rejected, and that our age disparity was an impossible obstacle. I came back to my hometown where I continued my practice of fapping during my free time (combined with playing videogames) but I still felt in love with this girl. Finally, around mid 2005 I told a friend of mine about the situation, he told me to call her and confess. Despite having never asked for her number, I had read it in the English institute 16 months before and remembered it during my dreams. I took the courage to call her by phone as it was back in the day. Told her about my feelings, and she told me she felt the same. We started speaking via MSN messenger and kept like this for more than a year (we lived in different cities) When she eventually was coming here in 2008, I no longer had any feelings and rejected her in that way of simply started talking completely devoid of any romantic essence. By then, I was in college and already liked a different girl (she was 22 while I was 19) Again, I never confessed what I felt nor approached directly. In this case I think it was ok to not have told her, as I don't think there was much chemistry anyway. During all that time I had continued by fapping practice to maxim pics, some music videos, etc.
I grew tired of living in my country, and of the college degree I had enrolled to, so decided to leave in 2010 to Europe. I'm a fan of central European cultures; their architecture, history, girls, etc. I lived in the beautiful city of Prague. During my first month some friends took me to a club while being drunk, and there somehow I ended up dancing and kiss with a theater actress during the whole night. Finally she told me what I wanted to do, I had no previous experience with such situations and told her "Whatever she wanted to do" she didn't like this answer and got angry. I tried to fix the thing quickly by telling her "let's go to your home" but it was already too late for that. I simply accompanied to her home and then left. She was 26, while I was 21. You can see I usually like girls older than me. My first answer was because I felt fear, and also because as crazy as it might sound, I had fallen in love with her profoundly that night. I didn't want to have a one night stand. I should have simply replied sincerely.
Even though I met here four more times, the whole vibe was different by then. She was simply being polite and helping me (being the foreigner newlycomer to Prague). I met other girls during that late 2010 and early 2011 but none of them woke in me the same thing. Only one that had already a bf .__. In the mean time, through a language exchange website I continued my practice of meeting with different girls of Europe and simply continued the pathetic fapping. Just when I had started my second semester of lessons in college and had met around a couple of new cute girls to share lessons with, I got kidney failure out of nowhere. Forcing me back to my country and start dialysis almost immediately. All my plans in Europe were destroyed all out of a sudden.
Between 2011 and 2019 I was on peritoneal dialysis. It wasn't as rough as it might sound as my body was wise and kept me in a good enough state to be able to enjoy different hobbies here in my city. However, meeting girls was extremely uncomfortable. During the past decade I met a really attractive Bulgarian girl here in my city, as also another from my country. I know feelings were mutual but I never dared telling them I was on dialysis, nor less trying a sexual relation. Naturally, they felt rejected and got angry with me. Also, during this decade I also developed the unhealthy habit of heading to the Russian facebook-like and meeting Russian women. I would usually contact new girls during their birthday. Through writing a poem for the occassion and wishing them the best. I have to say that Russian girls are extremely nice and I met really cool girls I still stay in touch with. Fapping during the 2010's for me would almost never include ejaculation, because somehow I developed a horrible pain if I did so (probably connected to my end stage kidney failure) Because my work was limited to part time at home, I didn't care about spending long hours of day or night speaking to new girls. It is sort of like the addiction some people have developed nowadays to swipe right/left on dating platforms. True, it had its positive aspects... like learning a lot of Russian thanks to google translate, getting to know a lot about Russia and other Russian-speaking countries, as also meeting really wonderful women from there. But it did consume a lot of my time.
After my transplant last October, I have felt much better. I no longer feel that ejaculation induced pain. I have started doing sport and exercise once again, and had plans to meet a girl of a real relationship this year. Either here in my city, or while travelling. Then, the virus arrived to my country and quarantine was imposed last March. It is now August and quarantine remains imposed. Meeting girls in person and travelling has become impossible for the moment. While I'm much more in form now and have gained muscle while working out her indoors, last week I fell into the habit of sending messages to random girls on that website. It is worth mentioning that I continued edging during all this time, just trying to not spend so much time on it. However, the arousal increases over times and impulses me towards old habits. I tried NOFAP many years ago while on dialysis. My libido was decreased because of the disease back then, and I was able to hold for around 4 months. Then I said to myself "why not try just once for the pleasure" and eventually began once again.

WHY DO I WANT TO CHANGE? -When the world returns to some sort of normality I want to have a normal relationship of falling in love. I'm afraid of hurting my girlfriend through falling into such old habits. I want a real and serious long time relationship. -It is a tremendous waste of time. Lust will never be satisfied. I will always want to meet more and more girls. Edging can make a day pass insanely quickly. Being unproductive, for something irrelevant that just provides temporal pleasure. -It is really boring being unable at some parts of the time to concentrate on something interesting, just because of being aroused. -It is horrible going to sleep at 2 am just because I felt so aroused like to delve online or speak via whatsapp at those times -I want to be a better human and have a better and cleaner Buddhist practice. I think that over time I have become more compassionate. But my overindulgence obstructs me from meditating.
MOST IMPORTANT REASON: I don't know if any of you guys is a MCU fan. But... do you remember the first Iron Man film? Tony was a womanizer and alcoholic. Then that doctor saved him in Afghanistan while sacrificing his life. Doctor's last words were "Don't waste your life Tony". Needless to say, Tony later sacrified his own life to destroy Thanos and save universe. I'm no Tony Stark... but I have my health back thanks to a guy that died and fate gave me his kidney. I want to be worthy of having received such enormous gift. I don't want a stupid appetite to rule my life. I don't know guys if you've heard that masturbation is linked to kidney failure. But in Traditional Chinese Medicine this is stated. I don't know if this is true or not, but I intend to protect my kidney responsibly.
It's cool if you want girls chasing you! But in my case I just want to be in love with my future girlfriend/wife, making her happy.

So.. there it is, this is DAY 0 Folks! some characteristics about me now. Will be cool to see if there's any change as days/weeks go by.
Height: 5,11 Weight 161 pounds Blood Pressure: 122/72 Heart Rate: 78 per minute
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2020.08.13 19:03 decho Pre-Match Thread: Barcelona vs Bayern Munich [Champions League]

Match Information:

Match: Barcelona vs Bayern Munich
Competition: Champions League
Date: Friday, 14th of August 2020
Time: 21:00 CEST / 15:00 EDT - Convert to local time
Venue: Estádio da Luz, Lisbon (Portugal) - 64642 capacity
Referee: Damir Skomina (Slovenia)

Lineups and Squads:

Barcelona - Official squad confirmed
GK: Ter Stegen, Neto, Iñaki Peña
DEF: Semedo, Piqué, Lenglet, Alba, Umtiti, Firpo, Ronald Araujo, Mingueza
MID: Rakitić, Busquets, Arthur, Sergi Roberto, De Jong, Vidal, Riqui Puig, Monchu, Reis, Jandro
ATT: Suárez, Messi, Dembélé, Griezmann, Ansu Fati, Braithwaite, Konrad
Unavailable: Umtiti (injured) Dembélé (doubtful)
Not called: Arthur (unprofessional), Braithwaite (ineligible)
Bayern Munich - Official squad to be confirmed
GK: Alexander Nübel, Christian Früchtl, Manuel Neuer, Ron-Thorben Hoffmann, Sven Ulreich
DEF: Benjamin Pavard, Bright Arrey-Mbi, Chris Richards, David Alaba, Jérôme Boateng, Joshua Kimmich, Lars Lukas Mai, Lucas Hernández, Nianzou Kouassi, Niklas Süle, Odriozola
MID: Alphonso Davies, Corentin Tolisso, Ivan Perišić, Jamal Musiala, Javi Martínez, Kingsley Coman, Leon Goretzka, Malik Tillman, Michaël Cuisance, Oliver Batista Meier, Paul Will, Philippe Coutinho, Sarpreet Singh, Serge Gnabry, Thiago Alcântara
ATT: Jann-Fiete Arp, Joshua Zirkzee, Leon Dajaku, Leroy Sané, Robert Lewandowski, Thomas Müller
Unavailable: Benjamin Pavard (injured) Alphonso Davies, Kingsley Coman (doubtful)
Not called: Leroy Sané (ineligible)



Form guide:

Bayern Munich

Comments (Post-match thread):

Author: TemblandoComoUnFlan Score: 89 pts Source
Barcelona spent their half-time talk packing their bags. They were done playing football after the 1st half, apparently.
Author: kezorN Score: 86 pts Source
What a fucking shitshow that 2nd half, the defense let the team down a bit IMO.
Author: zizzor23 Score: 61 pts Source
Our third loss of the year. What a shame. We can't expect to win the treble with performances like this. /s
Author: xBarDown Score: 57 pts Source
Masch, Iniesta, Busquets and Alba were all sloppy. Suarez coming off for Pedro really shows how important MSN as a whole is. Overall I'm happy with going through but this 2nd half was a bit concerning. I guess it's natural for the team to coast a bit when they're up by so much.
Author: xscientist Score: 47 pts Source
Neymar being too generous in that last minute chance. Says a lot about that guy.
Author: Seffor Score: 44 pts Source
As long as we got through I didn't really care how this game went. But people's overreactions in the matchthread was a bit much. Bayern were animals backed into a corner and Barca were already focused on Atletico.
Author: VicGreyjoy Score: 43 pts Source
Didn't I hear a cant del Barca at the Allianz? Berlin, here we come...
Author: chordnine Score: 26 pts Source
It doesn't matter that we let off the gas in the second half. We could afford to, and we did. Against a good club like Bayern, they will capitalize if you let up. That said, we are going to the final and they aren't! What a run!
Author: mrnoor Score: 22 pts Source
MOTM for me is Neymar but Alves needs to get his recognition for completely shutting down his flank. I'm so proud of the team.
Edit: forgot about Suarez. Great performance, really showed when Pedro came on. Though to be fair to Pedro, Bayern changed their game plan and started throwing up crosses from the defense to their wingers a lot more.
Author: Duke--Nukem Score: 19 pts Source
Congratulations for the finalist spot. Well done by Enrique, he let Guardiola feel that he won and made Barca remember what losing feels like again.
To the treble!!
Author: BrianMghee Score: 17 pts Source
Bayern fan here, well done to you guys as you were the better team over the 2 legs by a fair margin. Good luck in the final though with the way you're playing Real/Juve will need all the luck in the world right now as you really are something special. We'll be back next year though ;)
Author: Jelboo Score: 13 pts Source
Let's forget about that second half. We blasted FIVE past Neuer, showed Bayern who's boss, and are through to the FINAL!!!!!!!
You gotta hand it to Bayern, great comeback. But still. The final!! We are ready to reclaim the world!
Author: ViscaBarca1899 Score: 11 pts Source
Peoples reaction to this reverse highlights how spoiled we all are with the success of this side.
Amazingly to me, there are people more concerned with picking apart the defeat over this 90 minutes than celebrating the fact we are in the EUROPEAN CUP FINAL!!!!!!! Let your hair down and relax for second and bask in the results this team gives us.
The objective was to reach the final and we've done that with what was minimal fuss in reality. VISCA BARCA!!!!!


Setién: "Messi can help win the game, but I've always believed in the strength of the team." - src @barcacentre
Setién: "Lewandowski is a great player but he's not on Messi's level, I think that's clear." - src @barcacentre
Setién: "We know about Bayern's talent and pace, especially in the offensive aspect. I think it will key to have the ball." - src @barcacentre
Setién: "Statements in German media? One thing is the statements and what people may think and another is what happens on the pitch." - src @barcacentre
Setién: "Playing with four midfielders? We have considered many things. The best thing will be to have possession and try to hurt them." - src @barcacentre
Setién: "Atalanta are a team with less talent than PSG and that's what made the difference." - src @barcacentre
Setién: "We are convinced of our possibilities. It will be an even game and we have a lot to say." - src @barcacentre
Setién: "Dembélé is in a position to play for a few minutes if we think it's appropriate, we want him to do so." - src @barcacentre
Vidal: "Barça to sign Neymar? He's very talented, but I don't know more. He was amazing at Barça." - src @barcacentre
Vidal: "Flick has done very well since he was given the opportunity. He has won two titles and he's shown a spectacular performance." - src @barcacentre
Vidal: "I understand that there are people who aren't very optimistic. We are the best team in the world, but we didn't prove it during the last La Liga games. We have talent and we have Lionel Messi." - src @barcacentre
Vidal: "Do I deserve to start tomorrow? I don't know if I deserve it. All of us who are here deserve it, but it's the coach who decides." - src @barcacentre
Vidal: "Lewandowski is extraordinary, but Leo is from another planet." - src @barcacentre
Vidal: "I didn't pay much attention the statements that came out in German media because I know them and I know that their players don't think that way. Tomorrow Bayern Munich don't play against a team in the Bundesliga, tomorrow they play against the best team in the world." - src @barcacentre
Vidal: "We have to do things right, we will give everything on the pitch." - src @barcacentre
Vidal: "Tomorrow is the most game match of the year, we have high hopes that this Champions League will be ours. We know that Bayern are having a spectacular season and we know it will be very difficult, but we are Barça." - src @barcacentre
Semedo: "Lisbon is very good in every way, the people, the colours, the language, the architecture. It's one of the most beautiful cities in the world, not just in Europe. Also the weather is very good too. It's a spectacular city." - src @barcacentre
Semedo: "One of the keys will probably be to be safe in the back and not give chances away." - src @barcacentre
Nélson Semedo: "First of all we will focus on ourselves and make the best possible match with the ball and score goals. If we play well we will have our chances to get to the semi-finals." [fcb] - src @barcacentre

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2020.07.27 19:57 NowProveIt List of SF’s Covid/Lockdown Permanent Closings

Running list of businesses permanently closed because of SF’s Covid-19 epidemic and lockdown. Please note any additions (with link to source, if possible) and correct any mistakes in the comments. Will try to keep updated and repost occasionally.
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2020.07.25 22:44 CFB_Referee Team COVID-19 Numbers and Results

This post is a living tracker of ongoing tests for college football programs nationwide, updated as new information appears. Please note: due to the existence of this tracker individual posts regarding testing at individual programs will be removed. If there is out-of-date information, please comment below or contact the mod team to provide an updated source. Thank you and stay safe.
Many departments are releasing only "athletics" numbers without separating by sport - we've included that in a separate column below and will update as additional information arises.

American American

Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Cincinnati --- --- --- ---
ECU --- --- 27 July 14
Houston --- --- 6 Jun 12
Memphis --- 1 3 Jun 25
Navy --- --- --- ---
SMU 0 --- 5 Jun 17
Temple --- --- --- ---
Tulane --- --- --- ---
Tulsa --- 1 3 Jun 29
UCF 3 --- --- Jun 9
USF 3 --- --- Jun 17


Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Boston College 1 --- --- Jul 2
Clemson 37 --- --- Jun 26
Duke --- --- --- ---
Florida State 1+ --- --- Jun 9
Georgia Tech --- 3 7 Jul 10
Louisville 0 --- 3 Jul 7
Miami 3+ --- --- Jul 16
NC State --- --- 5 Jul 9
North Carolina --- --- 37 Jul 8
Pittsburgh --- --- --- Not reporting.
Syracuse --- --- --- ---
Virginia 3 --- --- Jul 24
Virginia Tech --- --- --- ---
Wake Forest --- --- --- ---

Big 12 Big 12

Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Baylor --- --- 16 Jul 13
Iowa State --- --- 6 Jul 20
Kansas --- --- 4 Jul 23
Kansas State 6 --- --- Jun 17
Oklahoma 0 0 --- Jul 22
Oklahoma State 14 --- --- Jun 29
TCU --- --- --- ---
Texas 13 --- --- Jun 18
Texas Tech 2 --- --- Jun 26
West Virginia 28 --- --- Jul 19

Big Ten Big Ten

Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Illinois --- --- --- Not reporting.
Indiana 6 --- --- Jul 17
Iowa 1+ --- --- Jul 20
Maryland 9 --- --- Jul 11
Michigan --- 1 12 Jul 24
Michigan State --- 4 16 Jul 27
Minnesota 7 --- --- Jun 30
Nebraska 5 --- --- Jun 29
Northwestern --- --- --- Not reporting.
Ohio State --- 1+ --- Jul 8
Penn State --- --- 8 Jul 29
Purdue --- --- 5 Jul 24
Rutgers 6 --- --- Jul 25
Wisconsin --- --- 7 Jul 9

Conference USA Conference USA

Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Charlotte --- --- 5 Jul 13
FAU 0 --- --- Jun 24
FIU --- --- --- ---
Louisiana Tech 1 --- --- Jul 6
Marshall 2 --- --- Jun 2
Middle Tennessee --- --- 1 Jul 17
North Texas 0 --- --- Jun 11
Old Dominion --- --- 7 Jul 20
Rice --- --- --- ---
Southern Miss --- --- --- ---
UAB --- --- --- ---
UTEP --- --- 7 Jul 10
UTSA 3 --- --- Jun 19
WKU --- 1 --- Jul 15

FBS Independents Independents

Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Army --- --- --- ---
BYU --- --- --- Not reporting.
Connecticut --- --- --- ---
Liberty --- --- --- ---
New Mexico State 6 --- --- Jul 9
Notre Dame 1 --- --- Jul 20
UMass 1 --- --- Jul 7


Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Akron --- --- --- ---
Ball State --- --- --- ---
Bowling Green --- --- --- ---
Buffalo --- 1 2 Jul 9
Central Michigan --- --- --- ---
Eastern Michigan --- --- --- ---
Kent State 2 --- --- Jul 16
Miami (OH) --- --- --- ---
Northern Illinois --- --- --- ---
Ohio --- --- 8 Jul 7
Toledo --- 1 --- Jul 22
Western Michigan --- --- --- ---

Mountain West Mountain West

Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Air Force --- --- --- ---
Boise State --- --- 4 Jun 25
Colorado State 0 --- --- Jul 3
Fresno State --- --- --- ---
Hawai'i 0* --- --- Jul 19
Nevada --- --- --- ---
New Mexico --- --- 1 Jul 8
San Diego State --- --- --- ---
San José State --- --- --- ---
UNLV 4 --- --- Jun 26
Utah State --- --- --- Not reporting.
Wyoming 0 --- --- Jul 16

Pac-12 Pac-12

Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Arizona 3 --- --- Jul 17
Arizona State --- --- --- ---
California --- --- 3 Jul 1
Colorado --- --- 4 Jun 22
Oregon --- --- --- Not reporting.
Oregon State --- --- 1 Jun 29
Stanford --- --- 7 Jul 25
UCLA *** --- --- Jun 19
USC --- --- 3 Jul 17
Utah --- --- --- Not reporting.
Washington --- --- 3 Jul 1
Washington State --- --- --- Not reporting.


Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Alabama 8 --- --- Jun 11
Arkansas 4 --- --- Jun 23
Auburn 3 --- --- Jun 8
Florida 11 --- --- Jun 23
Georgia --- --- --- Not reporting.
Kentucky 0 --- 3 Jul 13
LSU 30 --- --- Jun 20
Mississippi State 4 --- --- Jun 12
Missouri --- --- 4 Jun 25
Ole Miss --- 1 1 Jun 4
South Carolina --- --- --- Not reporting.
Tennessee --- --- 1+ Jul 15
Texas A&M --- --- <5 Jun 18
Vanderbilt --- --- --- ---

Sun Belt Sun Belt

Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Appalachian State --- --- --- Not reporting.
Arkansas State --- --- 7 Jun 4
Coastal Carolina --- --- --- Not reporting.
Georgia Southern --- --- --- ---
Georgia State --- --- --- ---
Louisiana --- --- 3 Jun 20
South Alabama --- --- --- ---
Texas State 5 --- --- Jun 18
Troy 1+ --- --- Jun 18
ULM --- --- 1 Jun 22


Team Active Player Cases Staff Cases Athletics Cases As of...
Austin Peay 1+ --- --- Jun 29
Idaho State --- --- 7+ Jul 21
North Dakota State --- --- 13 Jul 20
Tennessee Tech 18 --- --- Jul 22
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2020.07.25 00:52 guava94 The people of reddit have made me (26F) reflect on my relationship with my first boyfriend - I was 13 and he was 18.

Just wondering if other people have had similar experiences or have advice on ways to address the weirdness I feel now! Sorry for the long post.
I'll preface by saying I'm now happily married (2 yrs), have struggled a little with depression, anxiety and have allowed myself to end up in a couple abusive relationships before I met my husband (who is amazing). I am currently doing well, but having just joined reddit I've been reading some posts that hit close to home and made me start to feel pretty weird about my memories of my first boyfriend.
When I was 13, I met him through my older sister's friends. He was 18 at the time and had a long term gf the same age. He contacted me online (the good old days of MSN) after a brief meeting, and we started talking non-stop. I remember my sister and her bf being very concerned. My parents made it clear they were not OK with me spending any time with him.
He broke up with his gf not long after we started talking, and told me he had feelings for me. I started sneaking out at night to see him etc and we began a relationship. I remember having very intense feelings for him and us just wanting to be around each other all the time.
My friends and I explained away the age gap by always saying that it won't matter once I'm 20 and he's 25 etc (which in retrospect is completely unrelated - ha!). My parents fought it for awhile but I think realized the more they tried to stop me, the farther from them I would go. Eventually they became somewhat accepting of the situation (as long as our hangouts were supervised).
I lost my virginity to him shortly after my 14th birthday, he would have been 19. At the time we had been dating for 6 months and I told him I was ready (which I believed).
The relationship had highs and lows. He had pretty severe depression, he had attempted suicide not long before we became a couple. He often joined my family vacations and a lot of my favorite memories of my teenage years include him. We ended up dating for about 5 years and he was my best friend.
I broke it off after I moved away to attend uni because I felt that he was holding me back from new experiences. We stayed semi-friends after the break-up, catching up every 6 months or so. His girlfriend after me was of age, I think 18. I haven't spoken to him since I was married (2 years ago).
Looking back I can remember some weird things happening that I definitely questioned at the time, and some we even fought over. For example, I once found porn history on his computer that included photos/videos of underage girls (like 13-15 years old)... He wrote me a love poem called Lolita - yikes! And some other stuff I won't get into.
Anyway, I've been looking at this relationship in new light the older I get, and understanding that it was strange. Anyone else?? If you made it this far, thanks for reading!
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2020.07.21 14:39 memoriesOfEndless My Memories and Stories of Endless Online (warning: long)

(Updating if I remember anything memorable.) (Updated: "Unique names")
Hi all,
For a while now, I’ve been wanting to type this up.
I think this will be a long one, so I appreciate the time you take to read any part of this post at all. I don’t expect anyone to read all (or any) of it.
I just want to let this out because it’s been on my mind everyday this past month.
I’ve read literally every post on this subreddit and really enjoyed hearing about everyone's experience.


These are my experiences, memories and thoughts on the Endless-Online game as a whole. It’s not an exaggeration that this game was the best thing that happened to me in my childhood. My childish innocence was exposed to a community that was so warm, toxic, welcoming, and traumatising, all at the same time (more on those later).
I remember waking up every morning and immediately jumping on the computer to play this game. I was in a family of five kids, and we had only one computer. I remember arguing everyday when my siblings wanted to use the computer — I was seriously addicted. I played for hours everyday that (for some reason I remember this) the lower part of my right-hand started to callous.
I (a 10-year-old me) started in 2007-ish , when it was v27 (or whatever version it was before the latest version with the New Apozen boss). It was my first ever MMORPG, which I found by searching on google “fun MMORPG’s to play” which led me to a website with a list of MMOs (literally:, from which I picked EO. It was literally the only MMO I could run on the piece of toaster I used.
I was a really shy kid who kept to himself a lot, so EO gave me an outlet to “become rich and famous, fight evil monsters, become a hero or live as a normal citizen”.
I remember being at school and telling my best friend “I’m going to unfriend you” followed by me imitating the “right click, press on unfriend” hand motions in real-life. Holy shit.

Here are some of the key memories I have which I’m very fond of.

Anundo and Spells

EO was the epitome of “no manners”. People would just chase you down and type “u” until you stop, followed with “gold plz” or “How do i get to Anundo/Japan?”. However, I always enjoyed taking people to and from Anundo, killing those green cabbage monsters on the way (they gave so much EXP).
Anundo was the place to learn spells. I remember it being really easy to get the small heal, group heal etc. but since it was so hard to level up, it was really difficult to get the boulder spell. When I got them, I wrote in my diary all about it.

Attempts to hack/dupe

When I heard of duping (this was when it was minor, not the EO-breaking dupe that happened later), I wanted to learn.
Who remembers Cheat Engine?!
I watched this exact video (see:, doing it in the exact same spot and being so excited when I saw the gold turn into STACKS. I rushed immediately to Bank to cash in, and (this is vivid) being called some variant of “noob idiot” when I put like 1k for an Ultima Blade.
I downloaded so many “hacks” to speed/moon-walk/ghost with none of it working (pretty sure I infected my shit computer that way) with the only “hack” that worked was the moon-walk. I would make sure to turn it off before I met my friends because I didn’t want to tarnish my reputation.

Pixel Sex

Being a horny 10-12 year old mixed with my addiction to EO, I would think that girls taking off their armour was a sign that they wanted to have sex with me. I watched videos that involved EO and sex on YouTube (see:
I remember vividly, a video on YouTube of two naked characters ghosting through each other, sitting up and down and spamming the heart-eyes emote and it was in Hallowdale. I literally had that bookmarked. I also remember one time I was watching it, my elder sister came in and said “what the fuck are you doing” and I was so embarrassed.


There was one Christmas throughout my EO career where Vult-r changed the Aeven map and made it snow. I remember waking up and gathering my close friends and we sat outside one of houses in Aeven, just talking and roleplaying “brrrr, it’s so cold”. Here is a really old cute video:
After that, I would hope each Christmas had the snowy map and being very disappointed each time it didn’t change.

Version 28

When this came out, I was so happy. I felt like Vult-r and the rest of the admins were still working on the game.
That was when all the items that were regarded as the best were finally outclassed. The Lens was surpassed by the Saw; the Bow/X-bow was surpassed by the Scav Bow; arrows were surpassed by Frost Arrows and Lava (Fire?) Arrows; the Hero Cape was surpassed by the Oron. It really shook the economy when Ice Cubes were being sold at 50k+ each…
I remember just farming it out in the caves on those Ice Golems, and getting really really annoyed when some high level guy started coming in and hogging all the golems. When I finally got enough for Frost Arrows, I’d stare at it thinking it was so sexy on my character and used to show-off by walking around Aeven with it.

Scammed by a friend

This was sometime after I got my Frost Arrows. I knew that one of my friends was a scammer, who did the typical trust scam (see: the scammer brings one unsuspecting victim, and an assistant (disguised as a participant) to play a game. The scammer pretends to “dupe” an item by getting the assistant to drop the desired item, showing the victim that the dupe “works”.
Anyway, I started to become greedy and wanted more, I wanted to be rich and famous. I became an assistant on the scam with this friend. We followed the process and as it turned out, I was the actual target and the other “victim” was his real assistant.
I was so angry that I yelled IRL and I begged him (with no dignity) saying how it was my entire wealth and that I need it. I remember he “gave me a chance” to win it back by helping him scam real people. I agreed and was (surprise) scammed again by him some time later (except, I lost something of much less value). Holy shit was I fuming. I acted like I didn’t care and pretended to be his friend. I would literally plot and think of ways to get my revenge, by trying to earn his trust.
Sadly, I never got to exact my revenge.

Hall of Pain and Draco, Panda, Devil, Turtle

These four armours were the most rare ones in the game. When V28 came out, Vult-r made it possible to get these through New Apozen, Wraiths or something like that. First you had to go through the Hall of Pain ( And bloody hell, it was painful. I remember it was like a maze, with spikes that came up and monsters attacking you left and right and you had to stock up with stacks of potions.
Reaching New Apozen, I died instantly and was so furious and gave up. I think the turtle costume was spawned in chests at a random time, within the Hall of Pain.

Old Apozen/Old Hell

Strangely, this place was fun to navigate, juking those Hell Guardians to get to the end. The people who frequented here, I had really looked up to because they were so strong.
I forgot why people were here; was it for some item?

Regret, EO girlfriend, best friends, fake identity, heartbreak

I had a group of four that I hung out with regularly. By the time we all got close, I had made a fake identity. The reason was because I didn’t want people to think less of me for being young (when in fact, I was probably above average in age in the game), or to tease my first name (I used to not like my first name… even though there’s literally nothing odd about it).
There was a girl in the group who I crushed on madly and we would talk all day on MSN (remember this?!). However, I think she liked another guy in our group, and one day I was at the usual hangout spot, just chilling behind (hidden) a house for some odd reason. Both of them were there and were chatting privately (I knew this because they were in a party, and were emote-ing each other). I can’t remember if they were sending heart emotes but I do remember being a creep and literally being four blocks away hidden behind a house, fuming up at the keyboard. I logged off and was sad, jumped into bed and just laid there.
I still crushed on her for so long, and I think they started dating. Nothing much happened though, they broke up (still remained friends) and we were still a good friend group. They were so precious to me and I honestly miss them so much right now. The memories of us sitting around, chatting on MSN.
My regret is that I gave them a fake identity, never told them the truth, quit without saying anything and never continuing contact with them. I would love to speak to them again one day.

Another crush

I remember having another crush on a friend (who was unaffiliated with the previous group). I never asked her out because I was too much of a pussy and I was afraid of her dad. Apparently, her dad played the game, and thinking back, I’m pretty sure it was just her roleplaying on a different character. Nonetheless, I was still afraid.
I remember one time I was really sad from school and she spent three hours comforting me. Imagine that, two ten year olds comforting each other online on a virtual game.
I still know her EO youtube channel, on which she made skits but I’ve tried finding her again with no luck.

I should’ve betrayed

One of my friends lent me his account to play on, as he was worth so much (he had the Baru, Scav, Oron, Turtle etc.) for whatever reason. I remember promising myself that I won’t abuse this and I won’t take advantage of him because he was a friend and friends were dear to me. Thinking back, I deadass should’ve just changed the password. I think we had a fight later on anyway and stopped being friends.

Private Server

After EO died, I moved to a private server (a quite famous one actually), and became an admin on there. I really enjoyed it and tried to become the favourite admin (which, I think I succeeded) but ended up being banned by the owner for (from memory) interacting with another banned admin.
It’s funny though, because no-one knew that I abused my powers quite badly. I spawned items for my little brother, and I even accessed the owner’s account. I was able to by looking at one of his youtube tutorials, counting the number of characters in his login password and bruteforcing it lmao. It’s funny that this wasn’t the reason I was banned for and I’m pretty sure no-one ever found out.

Stupidity and Losing Items

When I wanted to transfer items to my alt, the trick was to go to an empty area, drop the item behind a house and immediately log onto your alt and pick it up. One time I did this and lost some valuable items because my internet DCed for a bit. I legit cried.

"Unique" names

I remember that people used to buy and sell accounts which contained "unique" names. These names were just simple nouns e.g. "Wolf", "Roar", "Ticket"... you know what I mean; just simple word names. These used to sell for so high (in those old EO standards) and I was able to make one of these names. I'm pretty sure I just went through a dictionary and picked out words from there. I lost that account containing the name when my "friend" wanted to try it out.

Closing Remarks

This game was so dear to me. It was a game that introduced me to online games and communities. However, it scarred me in the sense that I was worried I wouldn’t make as good friends as I did, and even if I did, they would just go away like the ones in EO.
I always wished I could go back in time and not play any games and study instead. But I don’t anymore; I don’t think I would be as happy or have had a “complete” childhood without EO. Instead, I wish I could go back, save my MSN details, the contact details of all my friends, the mutuals I met and kept in contact with them.
What made this game so special was the simplicity and monotonicity of the game. Press CTRL to attack, level up and get rich. You really could “become rich and famous, fight evil monsters, become a hero or live as a normal citizen”. I’ve tried to become all of those, in the different stages of my EO career.
The people in this community, no matter how toxic, made it a special experience.
Now, being 23 and just started full-time work, I really don’t find enjoyment in any other games. It may be the nostalgia talking, though, because I know nothing can compare to EO so there’s no use being hung up on it.
Do any of these memories relate to you?
Please tell me your stories; I would love to read all of them.
Thank you for taking the time to read this post, and thank you all for being a part of the EO community.
I’m still in search of my old friends. I’ve been going through every lead that I can. Have you guys ever kept in contact with people from EO?
If you went by the name Haioni, Kittenkit, Outhere, Goldenrico, Rezdead, please send over a PM.
Some more memories which would be boring to type out are: event place with the knots & crosses, admin room, void room, beach, maze (I think this was a punishment by the admins), getting my first 1mill, trying to be the king of arena.
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2020.07.20 09:47 Cicero1982 Your Pre Market Brief for 07/20/2020

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2020.07.16 09:52 Cicero1982 Your Pre Market Brief for 07/16/2020

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2020.07.12 23:03 aliatinck Starting MSN Fall 2020 - How will it go with COVID19?

Hi all,
I just got accepted into an accelerated MSN program for Fall 2020 and I start in late August. I've been trying to stay up to date on if the school will be in person but it's all so up in the air. I'll be starting at a California State school and when I called they said that 90% of classes will be online but there will be some nursing classes in person. As a first semester student, is it likely we will have clinicals? Any info from students who finished their last semester at home is greatly appreciated!
Also, any recommendations for supplies to get for a first-semester student or for a potentially online nursing student?
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2020.07.11 14:57 spruisious Another glitter mystery: Who is Aylana?

Spend enough time on the internet, and you'll start to notice patterns. What do these three graphics have in common? All of them show up in the first few rows upon searching Google for "glitter graphics", and it is likely that similar software was used to animate each of them. But you probably wouldn't think to attribute a designer's name to the stock glitter animation. Yet a name can be found: all three images use graphics by an artist named Aylana.
This is a mystery that has been with me, in some shape or form, since 2007. As far as I know it has not been discussed anywhere else on the internet. I still remember exactly where it was that I first discovered Aylana's name, so let's start from there.
In 2007, the virtual pet site Neopets was still at the height of its popularity. At that time there was a thriving community of Neopets fansites, which were mostly developed by teenage girls who had learned HTML and CSS from the tutorials on Neopets. The scope of this community was immense, and most nostalgic recollections, while accurate in describing how it launched the careers of many female web developers today, completely fail to capture its scale. At some point, there were literally hundreds of fansites with names that were various permutations of "Neo" and common words: names like SnowyNeo, FadingNeo and NeoIce.
Most of these websites would offer some pixel art, a couple of Photoshop tutorials and glitter graphics, which were carefully assembled by young teenagers working on their parents' computers after school. This was an era when internet purchases were still viewed with suspicion, and children generally did not have access to means of payment, so the majority of these sites were hosted under free web hosts like Freewebs and GeoCities. Lucky were the ones who had access to a host offering PHP, because they could post updates through a rudimentary CMS called CuteNews instead of editing pages by hand. Luckier still were the ones who owned their own domain!
One fansite was called Darkest Faerie Lair. As an eight-year-old I found this fansite notable for three reasons: first, it did not contain "Neo" in its name; second, it was hosted under the creator's own domain, albeit under a subdirectory; and lastly, it offered coding tutorials. Back then Neopets was owned by the media conglomerate Viacom, and though I am not too clear on the details of this, at some point the owner Jenny was forced to remove all Neopets artwork from the site, apparently due to stringent copyright policies. The result was that the website was stripped of virtually all of its graphics, because Neopets artwork was the lifeblood of these fansites. Eventually Jenny's interest in Neopets faded and she moved her coding tutorials to an independent website by the name of Spider's Web Tutorials.
Spider's Web Tutorials offered design tutorials as well, and in particular there was a series of Sparkle Name tutorials. In the tutorials, there are links to several websites from which you can obtain glitter animations, the first of which is Bring on the Glitter.
The website is charming and innocuous; it harkens back to a time when visiting a website felt more like staying at a guest at somebody's home than viewing a public exhibition. There is a banner reading "designByAylana", but the contents of the site provide no indication as to who Aylana is. Which was all fine, because back then, in the early 2000s, anonymity on the internet was considered to be sacred; it would've been downright impudent for a reader to demand to know the identity of the person behind the site. The website offered dozens of pages of animated glitter graphics, and that was its only purpose. Upon visiting virtually any of the pages, you'll see multiple recolours of that glitter animation with the two, bright eight-pointed stars, the stamp which identifies a graphic as using graphics made by Aylana. I used the animations to create a sparkly name for myself, then for my sister, and then in some Neopets graphics, all while wondering who was behind the website.
One day my curiosity led me to remove the page's name from the end of the URL, and I was led to this page. The link on the page did not immediately lead me to the familiar navigation with glitter links, but to an ominous notice of Aylana's recent hospitalization. This file is not dated; by the time I discovered it, it had already been up for four years, but I was ignorant of the existence of the Wayback Machine. The page seemed to be stuck in time; it could've been up for ten years, five, or only a week. My curiosity grew deeper, leading me to go up another directory, this time by removing everything after "aylana".
Folder permissions did not seem to be common knowledge in the earlier days of the internet. In Edward Snowden's autobiography, he describes how he, as a teenager, stumbled upon some highly classified documents by poking around the file systems of government websites -- baby's first hack. I was able to find a list of personal files that were obviously not meant for me to view. As a child with a fairly developed sense of morality, I didn't click on them, and I recall feeling like I had gravely invaded somebody's privacy. (How things change in a span of thirteen years, now that I am linking to it for all of Reddit to see!) So I closed my browser and tried to forget about what I had seen...
...until a couple of years later, when, in a bout of nostalgia, I decided to revisit that glitter website which had intrigued me so much. But now there was a new message on the hospital page:
In honor of Aylana, wherever she may be, this is her site, welcome one an all. Warm Regards, Bemymind
So Aylana had vanished from the internet shortly after her hospitalization, and nobody knew where she was. In fact, the message strongly implied that there was a possibility of Aylana having passed away. I figured that if she were dead, then I would've been able to locate an obituary, although I only really had two clues: Aylana and WebTV. I will outsource the task of describing WebTV to Wikipedia:
MSN TV (formerly WebTV) was a web access product consisting of a thin client device which used a television for display (instead of using a computer monitor), and the online service that supported it.
Aylana's website was hosted on a service called WTV Zone, which offered web space primarily to users of WebTV. On Bring On The Glitter, she makes several references to the community surrounding WebTV. What I found was something quite unexpected; it was an online book spanning almost two hundred pages, compiled for Aylana by a man in his 80s, who had carried on an internet correspondence with her from the years of 1997 to 2003. Out of respect for the author, I will not provide a direct link to the book, as it was obviously not meant to be read by anybody other than the person whom the man believed Aylana to be. However, it is still available in its entirety on the internet and easily located through a quick Google search.
The book contains dozens of emails sent between Aylana and the elderly man, from which I was able to gather information about the person whom Aylana said she was. Aylana Ciane van der Haagen was born in 1980 as a scion of a prominent Norwegian noble family which owned multiple art galleries across European continent. She was expected by her father to eventually cease her communications with her internet friends and to succeed him as the director of the galleries. Even from the beginning, she made it clear that her activities on the internet were not, and could not, be permanent. At the time her boyfriend was an American, whom I will refer to as "B", who was about a decade older than her, and her parents did not fully approve of the age difference. In her emails, she comes across as willful, determined, with a calm dignity uncommon for somebody so young. At one point she gains a high position in her family's company and she begins to write detailed accounts of her days at work. Later on, after a hospitalization and subsequent recovery, she embarks on a series of international business trips that prevent her from establishing regular contact with her online contacts. By this point, the only updates that they receive on her are from B.
I strongly suspect that B was Aylana all along.
B, unlike Aylana, is definitely real, and he continues to have an active internet presence today. Even around five years ago, when I first discovered it, his Twitter account seemed to be filled with fringe political commentary, and nowadays most of his posts are retweets on the subject of conspiracies surrounding the coronavirus pandemic. I will say nothing more on this subject. I should mention, at this point, that Aylana had a very distinct and consistent writing style, in which she would end many of her sentences with four or five periods. In some of B's emails he exhibits the same habit, yet in other writing samples from the same era he appears to write more conventionally. Furthermore, I can find nothing related to museums or Norwegian nobility when searching any combination of Aylana's names, all of which are rather unique. Most damning is the following post from an ancient Usenet thread (warning: the link contains descriptions that now come across as extremely insensitive): aylana from webtv who posts in katzenjammer has been giving the "flamers" in there fits. She claims to be a 17 year old girl from blue blooded parents who has a boyfriend named justin. Well this is false. Miss Aylana is a crossdressing 28 year old freak who is pretending to be a girl.
There are some other posts about Aylana in this Usenet community which show that she was definitely not held in high regard. Public records for B show that he is currently 50 years old, which means that he would've been 28 in 1998. Moreover, another post in the community shows a description of Aylana by herself:
I am 5'5", 102 lbs. blonde hair cascading down my back.... perfectly proportioned [...] could use a little chest....but that will kick in before long
As somebody who was an 18-year-old girl just a couple of years ago, I can safely say that this description seems far too... fetishistic to be written by a teenage girl in reference to herself. All of this has led me to the conclusion that Aylana was probably not real, and that her persona was created by B. Which leads us to another question: what was the motivation for crafting this character? Although I don't know him personally, B shows no artistic inclinations either from his early 2000s website (a contemporary of Aylana's site), nor from his posts today. Did he design the glitter animations himself, or did he find them from another source? And why did he distribute them under Aylana's name instead of his own?
I have no answers to those questions, but I have a theory as to why Aylana eventually vanished. The old man was in failing health, and by the time of Aylana's disapperance they had been friends for almost six years. I believe that Aylana's hospitalization was an opportunity to kill her off, because B had started to feel a sense of guilt at fooling her friends. Perhaps an outpouring of support prevented him from killing the character, or the fear that they would attempt to unearth an obituary, and he decided that a disappearance, caused by the buildup of responsibilities in the real world, would be a gentler transition.
Whatever B's motives were, here is what happened: the old man continued to write letters to Aylana, months and years after her final message to him, right up to his death, and he passed away in 2005 believing that she was genuine. The WebTV community fell apart as personal computers became more affordable and commonplace. Aylana's sites disappeared from the internet, and now nothing remains of her except for an old digital book which will only stay up for as long as its host does, and, of course, her glitters.
EDIT: A followup; the original glitter graphic was not designed by Aylana.
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2020.07.11 06:24 GiddyPeak Who remembers the beta of Battlefront 2 (2005)?

I was 11 years old. I remember my Dad telling me about the online beta and it was the best day ever. I downloaded it and you got to play on Utapau...BUT, OH MY GOD, YOU COULD PLAY AS A JEDI!
Let's date back to the OG pandemic studios Battlefront 1. I was quite good with browsing the internet back then. I found a mod that let you play as Jedi and not one of my friends in school believed me. I remember playing Luke Skywalker on Bespin Platforms, he had two swings on his lightsaber and he was invicible. I kept telling my friends about it but everyone kept telling me I was lying, because back then modding wasn't well known.
I remember proving to my friends by changing my MSN display picture to myself playing as Luke Skywalker. This was pre imgur and other easy sharing sites. I remember my friend Charlie saying,"Okay I will defend you in school now."...
...After being 200% against my being about to play as Jedi in Battlefront 1.
Then suddenly Battlefront 2 came out and just like that: you could play as Jedi! That was MASSIVE at the time.
I have so many fond memories of playing the beta and getting to play as Obi-Wan twice in one game. Now a days... No big deal!
I remember being accused of hacking on the beta. Can you believe that? People accused me of hacking the game because I got drew Obi-Wan twice in one match?
He was a commodity then.
The worst part is at 11, I took it so personally. I never "hacked". How could you hack a beta to draw a hero more than anyone else? Yet, at that age, I was a sponge. As soon as you accused me, I felt guilty for playing the character I earned...
I played that Utapau map a thousand times.
What memories do you have of that beta? ...Or did you discover those mods on Filefront for the OG battlefront before your friends did too?
Do you remember being in clans? Putting brackets and a team name before your username, then suddenly you were worth something?
Let's get nostalgic together!
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